Miss Cheyne of Essilmont, Volume 1 (of 3)Grant, James
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Miss Cheyne of Essilmont, Volume 1 (of 3)
Grant, James
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At that moment she felt a sort of sickening conviction that all was
over between her and Bevil, as if she was being torn from him for
ever; and, indeed, separation now was nearer than either of them
suspected, for cruel events were fated to follow each other fast.
Goring bowed to father and daughter, just touching the hand of the
latter as he withdrew. Sir Ranald turned his back upon him and
looked through a window; thus Alison had an opportunity to whisper,
'The beeches at eight this evening,' and Bevil left Chilcote with his
heart swelling with anger, and smarting under a keen sense of insult
and regret.
'Oh, papa, can you forget that he saw Ellon laid in his grave?' she
was on the point of saying, while choked with tears, when she
suddenly remembered that Ellon's ring was now on Goring's finger, and
that the latter's engagement ring was on the third finger of her left
hand, where her father, in his abstraction, selfishness, and
pre-occupation with monetary affairs, had never even once detected it.
And now, truth to tell, though desperate with poverty, the struggle
to keep up appearances, and anger to find his purposes crossed, the
old man blushed for himself in having so far forgot what was due to a
visitor, a guest, and one gentleman to another, but that emotion was
not unmixed with one of satisfaction that 'the affair,' as he thought
it, 'between Alison and that fellow was over now and for ever.'
On this day Alison could not dissemble; she cared not to hide her
emotion from him, and let the tears of shame and sorrow pour hotly
and bitterly down her cheeks, while he looked grimly on, thinking it
would 'be all right by-and-by.'
If she were to see Bevil no more, was the girl's constant
thought--what would become of her?
The hours in which he had no part lagged fearfully with Alison, and
to Bevil, when they met, the minutes seemed to be literally winged.
Her whole life had lately been divided into two portions, one when
she was briefly with Bevil, and the other when she was _not_. Their
meetings had become necessary, as it would seem, to their very
existence, and, were these ended, both would find their 'occupation
gone.'
They knew not how they got through their days before they loved each
other, and had those delicious stolen meetings to look forward to and
look back to, as something sweet, new, and beloved, to con and dream
over.
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