Miss Cheyne of Essilmont, Volume 2 (of 3)Grant, James
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Miss Cheyne of Essilmont, Volume 2 (of 3)
Grant, James
Fiction
'The yacht is said to have been sunk off the Maese; people at
Maeseland-Sluys or Rotterdam may know something about it. Get leave,
go there and inquire, you will be useless here, my dear Goring, and a
burden to yourself.'
'Right, I thank you,' he exclaimed, starting up; 'it is a good
suggestion.'
'Is not anything better than sitting still a prey to wretchedness and
one's miserable thoughts?' she said, feelingly, as she referred,
perhaps, to some time or passages in her own past life.
Goring resolved to take measures for trying his too probably useless
and hopeless search at once. He promised faithfully to write to
Laura Dalton informing her of his progress, and of every fragment of
intelligence he could pick up--telegraphing to her in the first
place. He pressed her hand, kissed her on the forehead, and in
another minute was in his saddle, and galloping back to Aldershot at
a break-neck speed--at a rate which would certainly have made his nag
remonstrate had it possessed the gift of speech.
He had wealth enough certainly to satisfy all the requirements--the
wishes of Sir Ranald Cheyne; but what did it avail him now? It would
neither restore the dead nor his own peace of mind. And now he could
but do, as he had done a hundred times before, softly open the clasp
of her engagement ring--her brother Ellon's ring--and gaze upon her
features, and the tiny lock of hair, while his heart was wrung within
him.
He dashed off his application for leave, and had it at once
despatched. He commanded the inlying piquet that night, and, like an
automaton, had to go through the formula of parading it in line with
forage caps, great-coats, and side arms, and seeing the camp
patrolled between retreat and half an hour after the first post of
tattoo.
Never would he forget the gloom of that few hours' duty, which seemed
to be done, not by himself, but some one else. He had a curious and
perplexing sense of a dual existence.
Would leave be refused him? That was not to be thought of.
He could not rest in his hut alone. Nearly all that night he
wandered about the silent camp like an evil or unquiet spirit,
challenged again and again by great-coated sentinels, who marvelled
whether this officer who passed their posts so often, and to all
appearance so aimlessly, was demented or not; and so, for hours and
hours of a gloomy and inclement night, he roved about, and heard the
wind swaying the tops of the trees. He shivered, and tried to
collect his thoughts, but seemed to have none to collect.
He tried to reason with himself, but, whatever idea suggested itself,
one was always uppermost--Alison drowned, Alison in the cruel and
merciless sea.
'I must get out of this place, do something, pull myself together, or
I shall go mad,' he muttered.
Was he dreaming? was all this sorrow a vision of the night that would
pass away?
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