The title, “A Birthday,” made her feel that Raymond Bonner was somehow
connected with it. This was his birthday--and that brought her thoughts
back definitely to the party. Mother had said that presents were not
expected, that they were getting too big to exchange little presents,
yet she would have liked to carry him some little token. The
ramblers and honeysuckle above her head sniffed at her in fragrant
suggestion--why couldn't she just take him some flowers?
Acting on the impulse, Missy jumped up and began breaking off the
loveliest blooms. But after she had gathered a big bunch a swift wave
of self-consciousness swept over her. What would they say at the house?
Would they let her take them? Would they understand? And a strong
distaste for their inevitable questions, for the explanations which she
could not explain definitely even to herself, prompted her not to carry
the bouquet to the house. Instead she ran, got a pitcher of water,
carried it back to the summerhouse and left the flowers temporarily
there, hoping to figure out ways and means later.
At the house she discovered that the baby was awake, so she had to hurry
back to take care of him. She always loved to do that; she didn't mind
that a desire to dress up in her party attire had just struck her, for
the baby always entered into the spirit of her performances. While she
was fastening up the pink dotted mull, Poppy walked inquisitively in and
sat down to oversee this special, important event. Missy succeeded
with the greatest difficulty in adjusting the brocaded sash to her
satisfaction. She regretted her unwaved hair, but mother was going to
crimp it herself in the evening. The straight, everyday coiffure
marred the picture in the mirror, yet, aided by her imagination, it was
pleasing. She stood with arms extended in a languid, graceful pose, her
head thrown back, gazing with half-closed eyes at something far, far
beyond her own eyes in the glass.
Then suddenly she began to dance. She danced with her feet, her arms,
her hands, her soul. She felt within her the grace of stately beauties,
the heartbeat of dew-jewelled fairies, the longings of untrammelled
butterflies--dancing, she could have flown up to heaven at that moment!
A gurgle of sound interrupted her; it was the baby. “Do you like me,
baby?” she cried. “Am I beautiful, baby?”
Baby, now, could talk quite presentably in the language of grown-ups.
But in addition he knew all kinds of wise, unintelligible words. Missy
knew that they were wise, even though she could not understand their
meaning, and she was glad the baby chose, this time, to answer in that
secret jargon.
She kissed the baby and, in return, the baby smiled his secret smile.
Missy was sure that Poppy then smiled too, a secret smile; so she kissed
Poppy also. How wonderful, how mysterious, were the smiles of baby and
Poppy! What unknown thoughts produced them?
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