Brothers -- Fiction; Children -- Fiction; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; Motherless families -- Fiction
Humphrey a cripple! Humphrey to lie on his back all his life! Sir
Everard could not grasp the idea, could not collect his thoughts to
conceive anything so impossible, could not follow the doctor through the
circumlocution in which he tried to clothe the announcement, and at last
lost patience.
"For God's sake, tell me what you mean! Can you be trying to break to me
that my boy--that child who has never to my knowledge sat still in his
life--will never have the use of his limbs any more? Speak out, I
implore you!"
"Never any more, Sir Everard!--never any more."
* * * * * * * * *
Still he could not realize it, could not take it in.
He turned away, and went out into the air, to clear, as it were, the
mistiness of his brain, and to bring himself face to face with the
words, so as to _force_ himself to understand them. "Never have the use
of his limbs any more!" Simple English words--he knew he must really
understand them, and yet they seemed to him mere sounds, devoid of any
signification.
He repeated them over and over again, to see what he could make of them.
"Never have the use of his limbs any more." That meant--let him think it
out clearly--it meant, that his boy, his restless, impetuous boy, would
be chained to a sofa all his life, for ever cut off from all that
glorified his young existence--_that_ was what it meant. It meant--for
now that thought was beginning to assert herself, each word that was
meaningless before, was becoming alive with signification--it meant that
all that had been should be again no more--that all that the child
called _life_ was over--that all that went to make up the sum of his
existence was _gone_--that death in life must be his portion for ever
and for ever!
For what did the word _life_ mean to Humphrey? Why, the powers of which
he was to be deprived were the very germs of his whole existence--the
things for which he was, and moved, and had his being. Take them away,
and what remained? Life bereft of these, what was it to him? What is a
husk from which the kernel has been taken, or a casket from which the
jewel is gone?
Sir Everard was not a worldly man, and in those moments he did not dwell
on the blighted youth, and blasted manhood; he did not think of the
earthly career for ever clouded, the hopes of earthly distinction for
ever shut out. He did not see that his boy was debarred from every path
of usefulness or honor which man delights to tread--alike shut out from
active service, and learned profession. Results painful enough in
themselves; but it is none of them that have brought that despairing
expression to his set, white face. No!
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