Great Britain -- History -- Charles II, 1660-1685 -- Fiction; Historical fiction
“I know them, evanescent phantoms, that poise, like the shining
dragonfly, one instant on wing, and, so you make a movement to look
closer, are gone--darted to extinction. Well, may they not be the
faces of those we saw through former eyes of ours, in lives before
this life?”
The boy lay staring at him, pondering his words as if half tranced.
“I think you say truth,” he answered presently. “What odd surprises
come floating sometimes into one’s head, like glimpses of a great
secret--bright bubbles that break just as you seem on the point of
remembering what the lovely little pictures in them are reflections
of. That is a bubble of yours I have often tried to catch.”
“What does it seem to tell you, child?”
“It seems to tell me how I that am I must have _been_ since the
beginning of things; how I must have lain in the life that was the
first life as surely as I lay in the life that was my mother. Think
back, and you will find it must be. All through the countless ages I
have been passed on from prison to prison, waiting the release which
is to come to me at length in Death--is to come to me through this
last phase of conscious existence, which is indeed my trial and
sentence. And then the scaffold, Jack; we all have to mount the
scaffold; and at last the opened door--the escape--the rapture--and I
shall remember why it all was!” He clasped his thin hands; his face
seemed lit up with an inward glow, like a porcelain lamp enclosing a
dim flame. “Is not that what you mean?” he said.
“I think it is, Colin. Yet what could that imperishable seed have
known, until this last phase of realities? For _it_ the faces could
not have existed.”
“Why not, since they existed for the lives of which it was?”
“That is true. Life is not contained in this or that of me, but is the
sum of all.”
The casement formed a shallow recess of five lights. It stood opposite
the bed, looking out on the street. Dimly, seen through its latticed
lower half, the houses across the lane towered like dark phantoms.
With their faces to the north, they were never but plunged in gloom;
but when the south sun was high, and struck upon the stained glass,
the contrastive glow, to tranced eyes, made them appear impalpable
things. That was how the boy liked to regard them--silvery abodes of
mystery, where any strange things might be happening, and appearing
framed between the floor and that upper frieze of glowing
transparencies. Then the lower windows looked mere cobwebs, in which
sparks and glints of light hung caught like fireflies. It was all a
dream of mist and sparkle, in which the sense of close confinement
seemed dissolving.
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