Great Britain -- History -- Charles II, 1660-1685 -- Fiction; Historical fiction
Now, as regards physical infection, one may be susceptible to the
predaceous germ on one occasion and not on another: it is a question
of bodily condition. So, there is a moral microbe whose insidious
approaches may find us pregnable or not according to our spiritual
temper of the time. The healthiest constitutions enjoy no absolute
immunity in this respect, and those which do escape harm often owe
their reputation for incorruptibility to no better than the accident
which found them free from attack at the weak moments. Evil
disposition makes no more sinners than the lack of it does saints. It
is mostly a question of coincidence between the alighting seed-down
and the soil suitable to its germination.
Well, there are soils and soils, and as one seed which sickens on a
rich loam will wax bursting fat in an arid crevice, so sand will not
produce roses. Yet, I should say, if one sought a common denominator
in this matter of proneness to moral infections, one could not
instance a state more typically susceptive to all than that of
idleness and boredom.
And to that perilous condition had poor Kate succeeded. She was
ennuyée, sick of soul, tired of everything and everybody. Her
matrimonial barque, she felt, had been flung on a shoal, where it lay
as divorced from wreck as from rescue. There appeared no alternative
but to abandon it; and yet all her instincts of faith and decency
still fought against that seeming treachery to her vows. She had
really at one time believed in the poor creature her husband--even
though necessarily at the modified valuation imposed upon wives of her
date and condition: she had not utterly abandoned her hope in him yet.
But little of it remained, and that little so tempered with scorn and
disgust as to seem hardly worth the retaining. Still, the wifely
instinct clung by a thread, and was so far her resource and safety.
Yet not much was needed to snap that last strand, and she knew it, and
felt it, and was wrought thereby to a state of nervous irritability
which halted, in its sense of sick isolation, between fidelity and
revolt. She was susceptible, in fact, when the germ made its
appearance.
It was a flattering germ, garbed royally, with a melting eye and an
insinuative manner. She may have been already conscious in herself of
premonitory symptoms betokening its approach, as the wind of the
avalanche heralds the fall thereof; I will certainly not commit myself
to any statement to the contrary. But even were that the case, it is
not to say that her hold on the thread continued less fond and
desperate. It is likely, indeed, that it acquired a more urgent grip,
as foreseeing a particular strain upon its resources. Royalty could
pull so hard with so little effort of its own. However that may be, it
is worthy of note that she displayed at least the courage of her sex
in facing the possibility of infection instead of flying from it.
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