Moth and Rust; Together with Geoffrey's Wife and The PitfallCholmondeley, Mary
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Moth and Rust; Together with Geoffrey's Wife and The Pitfall
Cholmondeley, Mary
Fiction
Anne seemed to have receded from Janet during these last days. Perhaps
the Duchess had elbowed her out. Perhaps Anne divined that Janet had
been told all about her unfortunate love affair. Anne's patient dignity
had a certain remoteness in it. Her mother, whose hitherto thinly-draped
designs on Stephen were now clothed only in the recklessness of
despair, made Anne's life well-nigh unendurable to her at this time, a
constant mortification of her refinement and her pride. She withdrew
into herself. And perhaps also Anne was embarrassed by the knowledge
that she had inadvertently become aware, when Janet's mind had wandered,
of something connected with the burning of papers which Janet was
concealing, and which, as Anne could see, was distressing her more even
than the sudden death of Mrs Brand.
Fred took charge of his sister in an effusive manner when she was well
enough to travel. She was very silent all the way home. She had become
shy with her brother, depressed in his society. She had always known
that evil existed in the world, but she had somehow managed to combine
that knowledge with the comfortable conviction that the few people she
cared for were "different." She observed nothing except what happened
under her actual eyes, and then only if her eyes were forcibly turned in
that direction.
She knew Fred drank only because she had seen him drunk. The shaking
hand, and broken nerve, and weakly-violent temper, the signs of
intemperance when he was sober, were lost upon her. She dismissed them
with the reflection that Fred was like that. Cause and effect did not
exist for Janet. And those for whom they do not exist sustain heavy
shocks.
Cuckoo her friend, and Fred her brother!
The horror of that remembrance never left her during these days. She
could not think about it. She could only silently endure it.
Poor Janet did not realize even now that the sole reason why Cuckoo had
made friends with her was in order to veil the intimacy with her
brother. The hard, would-be smart woman would not, without some strong
reason, have made much of so unfashionable an individual as Janet in the
first instance, though there was no doubt that in the end Cuckoo had
grown fond of Janet for her own sake. And her genuine liking for the
sister had survived the rupture with the brother.
The dog-cart was waiting for Fred and Janet at Mudbury, and, as they
drove in the dusk through the tranquil country lanes, Janet drew a long
breath.
"You must not take on about Mrs Brand's death too much," said Fred at
last, who had also been restlessly silent for the greater part of the
journey.
Janet did not answer.
"We must all die some day," continued Fred. "It's the common lot. I did
not like Mrs Brand as much as you did, Janet. She was not my sort--but
still--when I heard the news----"
"I loved her," said Janet hoarsely. "I would have done anything for
her."
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