"I'm not what you think I am!" she sobbed out, incoherently. "I'm not
different from other women; I'm just as selfish and bad and mean as
the worst of them! And I'm not worthy to t-tie my m-mother's shoes!"
"Margaret!" John Tenison said unsteadily. And in a flash her drooping
bright head was close to his lips, and both his big arms were about
her. "You know I love you, don't you Margaret?" he said hoarsely, over
and over, with a sort of fierce intensity. "You know that, don't you?
Don't you, Margaret?"
Margaret could not speak. Emotion swept her like a rising tide from
all her familiar moorings; her heart thundered, there was a roaring in
her ears. She was conscious of a wild desire to answer him, to say one
hundredth part of all she felt; but she could only rest, breathless,
against him, her frightened eyes held by the eyes so near, his arms
about her.
"You do, don't you, Margaret?" he said more gently. "You love me,
don't you? Don't you?"
And after a long time, or what seemed a long time, while they stood
motionless in the summer night, with the great branches of the trees
moving a little overhead, and garden scents creeping out on the damp
air, Margaret said, with a sort of breathless catch in her voice:--
"You know I do!" And with the words the fright left her eyes, and
happy tears filled them, and she raised her face to his.
Coming back from the train half an hour later, she walked between a
new heaven and a new earth! The friendly stars seemed just overhead; a
thousand delicious odors came from garden beds and recently watered
lawns. She moved through the confusion that always attended the
settling down of the Pagets for the night, like one in a dream, and
was glad to find herself at last lying in the darkness beside the
sleeping Rebecca again. Now, now, she could think!
But it was all too wonderful for reasonable thought. Margaret clasped
both her hands against her rising heart. He loved her. She could think
of the very words he had used in telling her, over and over again. She
need no longer wonder and dream and despair: he had said it. He loved
her, had loved her from the very first. His old aunt suspected it, and
his chum suspected it, and he had thought Margaret knew it. And beside
him in that brilliant career that she had followed so wistfully in her
dreams, Margaret saw herself, his wife. Young and clever and good to
look upon,--yes, she was free to-night to admit herself all these good
things for his sake!--and his wife, mounting as he mounted beside the
one man in the world she had elected to admire and love. "Doctor and
Mrs. John Tenison "--so it would be written. "Doctor Tenison's wife"--"This
is Mrs. Tenison"--she seemed already to hear the magical sound
of it!
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