In just one day, she realized with vague wonder, her slowly formed
theories had been set at naught, her whole philosophy turned upside
down. Had these years of protest and rebellion done no more than lead
her in a wide circle, past empty gain, and joyless mirth, and the dead
sea fruit of riches and idleness, back to her mother's knees again? She
had met brilliant women, rich women, courted women--but where among
them was one whose face had ever shone as her mother's shone to-day?
The overdressed, idle dowagers; the matrons, with their too-gay
frocks, their too-full days, their too-rich food; the girls, all
crudeness, artifice, all scheming openly for their own advantage,--where
among them all was happiness? Where among them was one whom
Margaret had heard say--as she had heard her mother say so many,
many times,--"Children, this is a happy day,"--"Thank God for
another lovely Sunday all together,"--"Isn't it lovely to get up
and find the sun shining?"--"Isn't it good to come home hungry to
such a nice dinner!"
And what a share of happiness her mother had given the world! How she
had planned and worked for them all,--Margaret let her arm fall across
the sudden ache in her eyes as she thought of the Christmas mornings,
and the stuffed stockings at the fireplace that proved every childish
wish remembered, every little hidden hope guessed! Darling Mother--she
hadn't had much money for those Christmas stockings, they must have
been carefully planned, down to the last candy cane. And how her face
would beam, as she sat at the breakfast-table, enjoying her belated
coffee, after the cold walk to church, and responding warmly to the
onslaught of kisses and bugs that added fresh color to her cold, rosy
cheeks! What a mother she was,--Margaret remembered her making them
all help her clear up the Christmas disorder of tissue paper and
ribbons; then came the inevitable bed making, then tippets and
overshoes, for a long walk with Dad. They would come back to find the
dining-room warm, the long table set, the house deliciously fragrant
from the immense turkey that their mother, a fresh apron over her
holiday gown, was basting at the oven. Then came the feast, and then
games until twilight, and more table-setting; and the baby, whoever he
was, was tucked away upstairs before tea, and the evening ended with
singing, gathered about Mother at the piano.
"How happy we all were!" Margaret said; "and how she worked for us!"
And suddenly theories and speculation ended, and she knew. She knew
that faithful, self-forgetting service, and the love that spends
itself over and over, only to be renewed again and again, are the
secret of happiness. For another world, perhaps, leisure and beauty
and luxury--but in this one, "Who loses his life shall gain it."
Margaret knew now that her mother was not only the truest, the finest,
the most generous woman she had ever known, but the happiest as well.
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