Dorothy was away; but he made out. On the night of Sue's dance, he
delayed until almost midnight, in order to avoid his parents. He had
worked late that afternoon, and had walked afterwards through the new
portion of Hewintown that lay on both sides of the railroad track. The
drabness, the noisome poverty, even in new shacks, depressed him
immeasurably; his disgust at the utter inartistry had long been dulled.
As he paused at the bottom of the steps to the dancing floor, the
shocking contrast unsteadied him. There, where the workers lived, all
was bleak want; here, where the drones celebrated, all was plenteous
riot.
The curving lines of dazzling gowns, where Lane Cullom led an elaborate
figure--the shimmer of jewels, the gross powdered bosoms of the
chaperones, the smug smartness of the men--what a pitiable travesty of
pleasure! Festooned flowers, deferential service, barbaric, subtly
lascivious music--this waste would have fed those workers for years!
These were not brilliant nor creative people--merely average humanity,
whom the spin of the unfair wheel had swung to the top, to fling
broadcast the stolen blood-toll of underpaid, underfed, underwise
grubbers.
An overdressed, overperfumed matron brushed down the steps, and
gushingly pushed her simpering daughter at him. An indecent exposure, as
of a woman whose charms were on sale--his mind leapt to a miner's widow,
holding by the hand her anemic, sunken-eyed daughter, who had stopped
him and begged for work that afternoon--any work, to keep life in her
daughter's body. And this waste!
Shaking off the depressed mood, he submerged his moralizing nature, and
lashed himself into a hearty share in the pleasure-making. The unhealthy
intoxication caught and held him; he danced and philandered with an
abandon foreign to his nature. He felt that his part in the revel
dirtied him. Once started, he hurled himself almost hysterically into
the soiling gayety.
He had told Tom Hewin he might be late the next morning, despite the
rush caused by wartime orders; it was after four when he went to bed. A
troubled dream bridged his passage from sleep to waking.
He dreamt that he was flying--a common beginning of his dreams. He had
powerful, sullen red wings, that beat against the gusty waves of wind,
and swirled him up and forward out of the misty valley shadows toward
the lean black peak of a solitary hill. Here a figure cowered--for a
moment he fancied it was Jane. It turned frightened eyes up to his--no,
it was his mother. He crept into her embrace.
All at once he was aware of an approaching darkness flying between him
and the twinkling valley lights at an unbelievable depth below. The
darkness took form as a vast black flyer mounting toward him. He unwound
his mother's arms from his neck. Dimly he knew that it was a time of
war, and those twinkling lights were the eyes of vast munition
factories, packed with explosives.
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