Mrs. Dorriman: A Novel. Volume 2 of 3Chetwynd, Henry Wayland, Mrs.
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Mrs. Dorriman: A Novel. Volume 2 of 3
Chetwynd, Henry Wayland, Mrs.
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When they arrived at Renton, Grace was in a state of excitement almost
painful to witness. She laughed, she cried, she moved about her, till
Margaret persuaded her to be quiet and to go to bed. She feared all
manner of things she hardly knew what; and, longing for rest and quiet
herself, she felt most thankful that Mrs. Dorriman had given her another
room. Next day she found she had still a battle to fight with Mr.
Sandford.
"Now your husband is not in a position to do anything for your sister,"
he said, "you will stay here."
"Stay for a time, yes, but my husband's losses will make him wish to
have me with him more than ever, I think. He did not wish me to stay
away?"
"Oh! he wants you fast enough, but you cannot pretend to care for him;
and, now that he has been such a fool as to squander a magnificent
fortune, what can your object be in going back to him?"
"To do my duty," said Margaret, simply.
"Your duty! To my thinking, as he has not behaved at all well, you are
not bound to go back to him. Has he behaved well? I ask you plainly."
Margaret did not answer the question.
"Nothing can absolve me from doing what I feel to be right."
She spoke very quietly, and Mr. Sandford said no more at the time, but
he constantly renewed the subject, and Margaret was weary of repeating
her own views of her position.
It was hard enough to find him so bent upon her staying, it was harder
still to parry the urgent attacks made by her sister.
"If you go I shall die," Grace said one day, after a long and weary
argument, in which poor Margaret had tried to show her a higher sense of
duty.
"Why do you try me so?" Margaret said at length. "Can you never see
things seriously? Oh, Grace, can you conceive it possible for me to
take a solemn vow and make light of it afterwards?"
"But you cannot pretend that you _love_ that man, Margaret?"
"Therein lies my sin--and my punishment," the young wife answered with a
quivering lip. "We cannot command our affections--that I know, but we
can check them, and we can at any rate try and not fail in other
things."
Grace did not like the grave tone she spoke in; she had rallied from the
fatigue of her journey, and amused her sister often by her endeavours to
win a smile from Mr. Sandford. She was as usual reckless in her speech,
and the only difference Margaret could see was that she did not try to
provoke him; on the contrary, in all her sallies now, there was a
certain subtle implied deference to his wishes, new and rather winning.
The same sad reflection came often to Margaret. Seeing Grace so
contented now, she quite forgot her misery at the prospect of such a
home before her; and she was forced to see that she had ruined her own
life on insufficient grounds. There was so much pain in this, and
Grace's wild spirits so jarred upon her, that after a few days had
passed away she announced her departure.
It was only then that she found how Grace clung to the idea of going
with her.
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