Mrs. Essington: The Romance of a House-partyChamberlain, Esther
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Mrs. Essington: The Romance of a House-party
Chamberlain, Esther
California -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Country homes -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
“There is nothing to say so! How do you know?”
Her angry red mouth made him savage.
“_I_ say so! It’s _mine_!”
She gasped, suddenly in a panic.
“I don’t want to sing it! I don’t know it! I—I don’t like it!”
Her helpless confusion shook him to tenderness.
“Try this last verse with me,” he pleadingly insisted.
She began, as though she could not help herself, in an uncertain voice:
“Soon after she was gone from me
A traveler came by
Silently, invisibly.
He took her with a sigh!”
Her voice fluttered on the last word—forsook the note. He looked up to
see her, large-eyed, pale, staring at him. The significance in the words
had seized her. Had he told her flatly that she loved him, he could not
have had her more by surprise.
“I—you—” she stammered. The blood rushed back to her face. The tears
were too many for her eyes.
He sprang up. “For God’s sake—_don’t_ cry!” He took her in his arms, and
kissed her over-brimmed eyes as if she were a child. She might well have
been, so pliant she was to his touch, so comforted with his lips on her
eyes and forehead.
An instant before, antagonists; now their pulses had the throb of one.
It was a miracle—wonderful! He kissed her on the mouth.
[Illustration: “‘_For God’s sake—don’t cry!_’”]
Consciousness was in that kiss. For a moment it knit them closer
together. Then she stiffened in his arms, thrust at him with a fury of
strength. He let her go.
She drew back; she looked at him with a breathless expectation—then
beseeching bewilderment. He looked at her, and remembered Florence. What
had he done! Ever so slightly he hesitated. Ever so little his face
changed. But she saw. Her look froze. All that she had heard—and
forgotten—came back to her. Blind misunderstanding! Terrible
humiliation! She covered her face with her hands. She couldn’t
understand what he was saying; she was deaf—blind.
He tried to uncover her face.
“Let me go, let me go!” she implored. She escaped him. Her skirts swept
his feet in going. The curtains whispered where her passage stirred
them. A fragment of lace was in his fingers. The hollow wood of the
piano seemed to hold the echo of the last note sung.
He stared at the floor, seeing her last look. How it had despised him!
Worse—it had despised herself. The past hour had been but a succession
of violent emotions and inconsequent actions. He had rushed along with
them, without the ability to think; and here was the climax—the result!
He had wounded the one whom, above all others, he wanted to protect. Why
had his tongue hesitated with a scruple? It was too late then! Better
have lied to Florence than let a false honor hold back the truth from
the woman he loved.
_Loved!_ He stared at this fact—recognized it, astounding, impossible as
it seemed. This fiery girl had disenchanted him of every other thing but
her own passionate presence.
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