His voice had sunk to a hoarse whisper. She had not sought to remove
his hand, nor struggled in the least; and once it seemed as if this new
development of his character, this animal fierceness, would conquer her:
she admired courage. It was not so. He trembled with weakness before he
had finished. He stopped too soon; he lost.
“You will find such parts exhausting to play,” she murmured, as he let
her arm fall. “It needs a strong physique to endure exaggerated, nervous
sentiment. And now, please, let us perform less trying scenes.” Then,
with a low, cold anger, she continued: “It is only a coward that will
dog a woman who finds his presence insupportable to her. This woman
cannot, if she would, endure this man’s presence; it is her nature.
Well, why rush blindly at the impossible? She wishes to live her spoiled
life alone. The man can have no part in it--never, never! But she has
money. If in that way--”
He stretched out his hand protestingly, the fingers spread in
excitement. “No more--not another word!” he said. “I ask for
forgiveness, for one word of kindness--and I am offered money! the fire
that burned me to eat, instead of bread! I had a wife once,” he added in
a kind of troubled dream, looking at her as if she were very far away,
“and her name was Mercy--her name was Mercy--Mercy Madras. I loved her.
I sinned for her sake. A message came that she was dead to me; but I
could not believe that it was so altogether, for I had knelt at her feet
and worshipped her. I went to her, but she sent me away angrily. Years
passed. ‘She will have relented now,’ I said, and I followed her, and
found her as I thought. But it was not she; it was a wicked ghost in
her beautiful body--nothing more. And then I turned away and cursed
all things, because I knew that I should never see my wife again. Mercy
Madras was dead. ... Can you not hear the curses?”
Still she was unmoved. She said with a cruel impatience in her voice:
“Yes, Mercy Madras is dead. How then can she forgive? What could her
ghost--as you call her--do, but offer the thing which her husband--when
he was living--loved so well that he sold himself into bondage,
and wrecked his world and hers for it--Money? Well, money is at his
disposal, as she said before--”
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