“I intend,” I said, “to respect his wish, that your relationship to him
be kept unknown, unless you declare otherwise.”
“That is reasonable. If he had always been as reasonable! And,” she
continued, “I do not wish the relationship to be known: practically
there is none.... Oh! oh!” she added, with a sudden change in her
voice, “why did he do as he did, and make everything else
impossible--impossible!... Send me, or give me the packet, when you
wish: and now please leave me, Dr. Marmion.”
The last few words were spoken with some apparent feeling, but I knew
she was thinking of herself most, and I went from her angry.
I did not see her again before the hour that afternoon when we should
give the bodies of the two men to the ocean. No shroud could be prepared
for gunner Fife and able-seaman Winter, whose bodies had no Christian
burial, but were swallowed by the eager sea, not to be yielded up even
for a few hours. We were now steaming far beyond the place where they
were lost.
The burial was an impressive sight, as burials at sea mostly are. The
lonely waters stretching to the horizon helped to make it so. There was
a melancholy majesty in the ceremony.
The clanging bell had stopped. Captain Ascott was in his place at the
head of the rude draped bier. In the silence one only heard the swish of
water against the ‘Fulvia’s’ side, as we sped on towards Aden. People do
not know how beautiful, how powerful, is the burial service in the Book
of Common Prayer, who have only heard it recited by a clergyman. To hear
it read by a hardy man, whose life is among stern duties, is to receive
a new impression. He knows nothing of lethargic monotone; he interprets
as he reads. And when the man is the home-spun captain of a ship, who
sees before him the poor shell of one that served him for ten years,
“The Lord gave and the Lord hath taken away; Blessed be the name of the
Lord,” has a strange significance. It is only men who have borne
the shock of toil and danger, and have beaten up against the world’s
buffetings, that are fit to say last words over those gone down in the
storm or translated in the fiery chariot of duty.
The engines suddenly stopped. The effect was weird. Captain Ascott’s
fingers trembled, and he paused for an instant and looked down upon
the dead, then out sorrowfully to the waiting sea, before he spoke the
words, “We therefore commit their bodies to the deep.” But, the moment
they were uttered, the bier was lifted, there was a swift plunge, and
only the flag and the empty boards were left. The sobbing of women now
seemed almost unnatural; for around us was the bright sunlight, the gay
dresses of the lascars, the sound of the bell striking the hours, and
children playing on the deck. The ship moved on.
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