He left her and went and spoke to her father whom I had joined, but,
after a moment, returned to Ruth. Ruth turned slightly to meet him as he
came. "And is the prestige of the house of Devlin to be supported?" she
said; "and the governor to be entertained with tales of flood and field?"
His face had now settled into a peculiar calmness. He said with a touch
of mock irony: "The sailor shall play his part--the obedient retainer of
the house of Devlin."
"Oh," she said, "you are malicious now! You turn your long accomplished
satire on a woman." And she nodded to the hills opposite, as if to tell
them that it was as they had said to her: those grand old hills with
which she had lived since childhood, to whom she had told all that had
ever happened to her.
"No, indeed no," he replied, "though I am properly rebuked. I fear I am
malicious--just a little, but it is all inner-self-malice: 'Rome turned
upon itself.'"
"But one cannot always tell when irony is intended for the speaker of it.
Yours did not seem applied to yourself," was her slow answer, and she
seemed more interested in Mount Trinity than in him.
"No?" Then he said with a playful sadness: "A moment ago you were not
completely innocent of irony, were you?"
"But a man is big and broad, and should not--he should be magnanimous,
leaving it to woman, whose life is spent among little things, to be
guilty of littlenesses. But see how daring I am--speaking like this to
you who know so much more than I do. . . . Surely, you are still only
humorous, when you speak of irony turned upon yourself--the irony so icy
to your friends?"
She had developed greatly. Her mind had been sharpened by pain. The
edge of her wit had become poignant, her speech rendered logical and
allusive. Roscoe was wise enough to understand that the change in her
had been achieved by the change in himself; that since Mrs. Falchion
came, Ruth had awakened sharply to a distress not exactly definable.
She felt that though he had never spoken of love to her, she had a right
to share his troubles. The infrequency of his visits to her of late, and
something in his manner, made her uneasy and a little bitter. For there
was an understanding between them, though it had been unspoken and
unwritten. They had vowed without priest or witness. The heart speaks
eloquently in symbols first, and afterwards in stumbling words.
It seemed to Roscoe at this moment, as it had seemed for some time, that
the words would never be spoken. And was this all that had troubled her
--the belief that Mrs. Falchion had some claim upon his life? Or had she
knowledge, got in some strange way, of that wretched shadow in his past?
This possibility filled him with bitterness. The old Adam in him awoke,
and he said within himself "God in heaven, must one folly, one sin, kill
me and her too? Why me more than another! . . . And I love her, I
love her!"
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