Mrs. Severn: A Novel, Vol. 1 (of 3)Carter, Mary Elizabeth
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Mrs. Severn: A Novel, Vol. 1 (of 3)
Carter, Mary Elizabeth
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'Clothilde,' she exclaimed, 'I will never leave you here again. You are
mad to speak so lightly. I will tell you the truth. I know everything.
Scilla told Dinah that you drank when last you were here. If I left you
here to-day she would warn me. But I will not. You might do it again.
If every one here knew the truth it would reach Dad. If I can prevent
his knowing, I will. You may have felt that I should not leave you, and
have invented all these stupid excuses to make it appear that you are
pleasing yourself by going home with me. Clothilde, you shall come home
with me or every one shall know the truth. Even a shameful truth is
better known sometimes; it is salvation instead of damnation. Clothilde,
I did not know how I should find you to-day. If I had found you as it
would have been shameful to find you, I should have told Mr. Borlase
the whole truth, and he would have helped me--anything to save you from
yourself! But I will not leave you here. Now you know that I know all,
that----'
'_All?_' said Mrs. Severn. She had listened, stunned, half-terrified.
Anna had never spoken to her with absolute just anger before. But she
had expected more--a further condemnation. Now her face cleared with a
relief that was unaccountable to Anna, and made her pause abruptly.
'_All?_' she said again.
'Yes,' said Anna passionately. 'How can you act in such a way,
Clothilde? Go and get your bonnet, and we'll start instantly. Go,
Clothilde.'
Mrs. Severn shrugged her shoulders, but did as she was bidden.
Anna rushed up the hill. Her passionate words were but a poor vent for
her surging resentment. She was choked. She longed to throw herself down
in the bent and cry out her grief and disdain. She had not imagined
anything so weak, so baffling. She could not wonder at Elias's scorn.
It struck her as possible that if Mr. Severn knew all he might some day
spurn her; revulsion of feeling might impel him to it.
At the top of the hill she paused. The dog-cart was a dozen paces
farther on. Borlase had not heard her, and was looking the other way.
He sat with drooping rein, and one arm thrown over the back of the seat.
His face was in profile, but she could see its expression of deep, calm
thought. It impressed her with the possibility of controlling this white
heat of angry disgust. Only pride had enabled her to steady her voice
before Clothilde. Tears had forced themselves into her eyes, but Mrs.
Severn, being a cursory observer, had attributed the scintillation to
passion. This reaction was more full of shame than the disclosure in
Wonston streets had been. The new impression of Clothilde became the
mastering one; to a less earnest and honest nature it might have been
fleeting as a phantom. Could she hope ever to lose its bitterness?
But as she looked at Borlase her temper cooled.
His unconsciousness of her presence, though he was waiting for her,
added force to his curb on her own impetuosity of which she had been
conscious before now.
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