Actresses -- Great Britain -- Biography; Siddons, Sarah, 1755-1831
“Mrs. Siddons would not have remained so long without expressing the
high sense she had of the great honours done her at her late benefit,
but that, after repeated trials, she could not find words adequate to
her feelings, and she must at present be content with the plain language
of a grateful mind; that her heart thanks all her benefactors for the
distinguished and, she fears, too partial encouragement which they
bestowed on this occasion. She is told that the splendid appearance on
that night, and the emoluments arising from it, exceed anything ever
recorded on a similar account in the annals of the English stage; but
she has not the vanity to imagine that this arose from any superiority
over many of her predecessors or some of her contemporaries. She
attributes it wholly to that liberality of sentiment which distinguishes
the inhabitants of this great metropolis from those of any other in the
world. They know her story—they know that for many years, by a strange
fatality, she was confined to move in a narrow sphere, in which the
rewards attendant on her labours were proportionally small. With a
generosity unexampled, they proposed at once to balance the account, and
pay off the arrears due, according to the rate, the too partial rate,
at which they valued her talents. She knows the danger arising from
extraordinary and unmerited favours, and will carefully guard against
any approach of pride, too often their attendant. Happy shall she
esteem herself, if by the utmost assiduity, and constant exertion of her
poor abilities, she shall be able to lessen, though hopeless ever to
discharge, the vast debt she owes the public.”
Mrs. Siddons was always too fond of taking the public into her
confidence. Everything in this letter can be taken for granted; and it
would have been more dignified to have kept silence.
More pleasing and natural are the letters written to her friends. She
wrote thus to Dr. Whalley about this time:—
“Just at this moment are you, my dear Sir, sitting down to supper,
and ‘every guest’s a friend.’ Oh! that I were with you, but for one
half-hour. ‘Oh! God forbid!’ says my dear Mrs. Whalley; ‘for he would
talk so loud and so fast, that he would throw himself into a fever, and
die of unsatisfied curiosity into the bargain.’ Do I flatter myself, my
dear Sir? Oh no! you have both done me the honour to assure me that you
love me, and I would not forego the blessed idea for the world ... I
did receive all your letters, and thank you for them a thousand times.
One line of them is worth all the acclamations of ten thousand shouting
theatres.”
And so closes this wonderful year in the great actress’s life—the one
to which she always looked back as the climax of her happiness and good
fortune.
CHAPTER VI.
DUBLIN AND EDINBURGH.
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