The marquis set out, and soon informed me that his father would not
yet hear of his marriage, and had insisted on his immediately joining
a regiment in which he had procured him a command: It was in time of
war; his honor at stake, and love was subordinate to his glory. The
susceptible mind is capable of enjoying a thousand exquisite delights
to which those are strangers, whose pleasures are less refined; but
what chagrin, what regret, what pain does not so delicate a passion
bring on the heart that entertains it? _Quand on est né trop tendre,
on ne doit pas aimer_, says some French author. But the sufferings
of my friend could not equal mine; the object of my passion being
daily before my eyes heightened my inquietude. The general characters
of men, I am apt to believe, are determined by their natural
constitutions, as their particular actions are by their immediate
objects. The innocent marks of partiality she honored me with, made me
in constant fears of acting dishonorably to the marquis. The duchess
fell soon after into a languishing illness, which in a short time put
a period to her life: The duke came, but _too late_, to receive her
last breath. He at first appeared inconsolable for her death; but
his grief insensibly decreased, and softened into that mournful and
tender regard, which a sense of her merit, and his own unkindness
to her, could not fail of exacting from him. Disgusted at an union,
which had caused him (from his own errors) so much uneasiness, he
formed a resolution carefully to avoid entering again into a similar
engagement. But he saw every day before him the lovely Adelaude: he
loved her; it was perhaps impossible for him to do otherwise. He
declared his passion; but was rejected: The countess told him her
affections were engaged! Next day I received the following letter.
From the Countess de Sons to the Earl of Munster.
My Lord,
I am well aware of the delicacy which prescribes certain
observances to our sex. But there is no rule in life which must not
vary with circumstances. Come to me this evening: Julia will be with
me--Adieu.
ADELAUDE de SONS.
I went--Abashed at the step she had taken, the cheeks of the lovely
Adelaude glowed with the most lovely red; her eyes sparkled with
the brightest lustre; while the loves and graces hovered around her
charming form, and fluttered on her breast--Love, almighty love,
preceded her steps, when she approached me. Heavens! how quick my
heart beat at that instant with pleasing hope! I endeavoured to speak
to her, but hesitated and trembled. After a few moments' expressive
silence, I desired to know what commands she meant to honor me with?
She was greatly confused, but at length told me the dilemma she was in
from the declaration of the duke's passion. To support my politics, I
began and talked of my friend.
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