My Double Life: The Memoirs of Sarah BernhardtBernhardt, Sarah
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My Double Life: The Memoirs of Sarah Bernhardt
Bernhardt, Sarah
Actors -- France -- Biography; Bernhardt, Sarah, 1844-1923
This unexpected reply amazed him. He looked at Madame Guérard from under
his heavy eyelids, and she at once said: “No, she does not care for the
stage; but she does not want to marry, and consequently she will have no
money, as her father left her a hundred thousand francs which she can
only get on her wedding-day. Her mother, therefore, wants her to have
some profession, for Madame Bernhardt has only an annuity, a fairly good
one, but it is only an annuity, and so she will not be able to leave her
daughters anything. On that account she wants Sarah to become
independent. She would like to enter a convent.”
“But that is not an independent career, my child,” said Auber slowly.
“How old is she?” he asked.
“Fourteen and a half,” replied Madame Guérard.
“No,” I exclaimed, “I am nearly fifteen.”
The kind old man smiled.
“In twenty years from now,” he said, “you will insist less upon the
exact figures,” and, evidently thinking the visit had lasted long
enough, he rose.
“It appears,” he said to Madame Guérard, “that this little girl’s mother
is very beautiful?”
“Oh, very beautiful,” she replied.
“You will please express my regret to her that I have not seen her, and
my thanks for her having been so charmingly replaced.” He thereupon
kissed Madame Guérard’s hand, and she coloured slightly. This
conversation remained engraved on my mind. I remember every word of it,
every movement and every gesture of M. Auber’s, for this little man, so
charming and so gentle, held my future in his transparent-looking hand.
He opened the door for us and, touching me on my shoulder, said: “Come,
courage, little girl. Believe me, you will thank your mother some day
for driving you to it. Don’t look so sad. Life is well worth beginning
seriously, but gaily.”
I stammered out a few words of thanks, and just as I was making my exit
a fine-looking woman knocked against me. She was heavy and extremely
bustling, though, and M. Auber bent his head towards me and said
quietly:
“Above all things, don’t let yourself get stout like this singer.
Stoutness is the enemy of a woman and of an artist.”
The man-servant was now holding the door open for us, and as M. Auber
returned to his visitor I heard him say:
“Well, most ideal of women?”
I went away rather astounded, and did not say a word in the carriage.
Madame Guérard told my mother about our interview, but she did not even
let her finish, and only said, “Good, good; thank you.”
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