He would be in ordinary times a Frenchman of the stereotyped banal sort,
and he was entirely without charm, though I dare say he is known as a
_beau garçon_ in Lyons, where before the war he was _marchand de bois_.
But the war transmutes everything it touches, and he, too, had undergone
the subtle change. He said, quite simply for a man naturally fatuous,
“_Je ne retrouverai jamais ma vie d’autre fois_.” I seemed to see what
that life had been. Small but good business transactions; some success
with women, as I said he would be considered as handsome; the theater;
reading newspapers in a café; talking of the happenings of his quarter
of the town—and the lamp of his soul burning only dimly. But even he has
been caught up in the “chariot that rides the ridges” and must partake of
_la haine et tous ses maux, la gloire et tous ses crimes_. We drop him
at a crossroad and he takes a muddy side-path to the village where his
regiment is billeted.
At another crossway just out of the village of Vertus another officer
was waiting. We called out, “Is this the road to Epernay?” And then, “Do
you want a lift?” This time it was a dark-eyed young man with a kindling
glance and something responsive and mercurial in his being, giving a
sensation of personality, awake, running, a-thrill. He had twenty-four
hours’ permission to go to Paris to see his mother, and had arrived to
see the train pulling out of the little station. He also was waiting
Fate at the crossroads, and crossroads in war-time are a favorite abode
of Fate. He had been wounded near Suippes, lay twenty-four hours in a
shell-hole, and was finally brought in by some man he didn’t know, whose
head was blown off as he was pulling him into the trench. Something deep
rustled in my heart at the vision of the splendor of that anonymity. Six
months in hospital, six months of convalescing, and then a hunger for the
front—_quorum pars fuit_.
We were passing through a beautiful country of vineyards, Vertus, Mesnil,
Avize, in the loveliness of graded greens, malachite, beryl, emerald,
jasper, and stretches of aquamarine where the grapes had been powdered
with the _mélange de Bordeaux_. Everywhere were little sharp, steep
hills, their plantings taking all kinds of lights as they turned to east
or west or south.
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