He was excited and elated. In a broken voice, he said, "So you think I
am pathetic and absurd? I am, child. I don't care! I don't care!" He
thought that she was referring to the general opinion of him. He
hardened toward her, while, at the same moment, a wave of physical
tenderness enveloped him. Stealthily, he exulted in the capacity he
possessed for sexual ruthlessness. He knew she could not suspect it. He
would be honest with her only when it became impossible for her to evade
him.
They heard footsteps and turned from each other with a common instinct
of defense. Mrs. Hurst was descending the steps from the lighted porch.
"I have a bone to pick with that spouse of mine," she called pleasantly
when she could see them. Charles had taken out a fresh cigar and was
lighting a match.
"Hello, hello! Am I in trouble again?" Charles fumbled for Julia's hand,
and gave it a squeeze, but dropped it as his wife drew near.
Mrs. Hurst's figure was in silhouette before them. "You'll spoil my
dinner party, Charles! Julia, child, I'm afraid you need reprimanding
too. You have to be stern with Charles." Her tone was truly vexed, but
so frankly so that it was evident she suspected nothing amiss.
"I'm sorry if I am in disfavor." Julia's voice was cold. In her
nihilistic frame of mind she wished that her hostess had discovered the
compromising situation.
Julia's reply was irritating and Mrs. Hurst's displeasure inwardly
deepened. She felt stirring in her a chronic distrust and animosity
toward other women, but would give no credence to her own emotion.
"Come, child, don't be ridiculous! I suppose I can't blame Charles for
trying to steal you from me. I'm sure he wanted to talk to you about
himself. It's the one thing he cannot resist." She laughed, a forced
pleasant little laugh, and caught Julia's arm in a determined caressing
pressure. "Come. We're all going to be good. Mr. Vakanda is waiting to
take you in to dinner." Julia followed her toward the house. "Come,
Charles!" Mrs. Hurst commanded him abruptly over her shoulder. The
manner in which she spoke to him suggested strained tolerance.
Charles's immediate relief at not having been seen was succeeded by
complacency. To deceive his wife was for him to experience a naïve sense
of triumph. Poor little Kate! He could even be sorry for her.
Julia more than ever wanted to feel that Laurence's refusal of her was
forcing upon her a promiscuous and degrading attitude toward sex. She
said, "I'm sure the fault is mine. I couldn't resist the night and the
roses."
"Now don't try to defend him. The roses were his excuse, not yours."
Mrs. Hurst wondered how they had been able to see anything of the roses
in such a light. She wished to forget about it. "Mollie Wilson has been
telling us how difficult the role of a mother is these days. She says
she envies you May with her amenability. Lucy has some of the most
startlingly advanced conceptions of what her mother should let her do."
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