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"You could help me to get something to do, maybe?" she asked quickly.
"I've been thinking maybe you could. That's one reason I wanted to talk
to you."
"Possibly. I'd do almost anything for you, Ann, especially now I know
you're not happy down there."
Her pleasure and relief were evident; she flushed brightly. "You're very
nice to me Mr. Garvin."
"We're really friends, then, Ann? You don't share the family grudge?"
"Indeed I don't! I can't see why they are so bitter."
"It's just an hereditary quarrel, that's all, and you are the first
Penniman and I the first Westmore who has buried it.... Will you really
bury it; dear--and show me that you have?"
"I'm showing that I have," she said earnestly.
"Shan't we kiss each other to prove that the ugly thing is gone from
between us?" he asked gravely.
Ann's flush deepened, but not because of any particular
self-consciousness; she neither dropped her eyes nor smiled. Ann had
gone down in the depths that day and, for the time being, had parted
with coquetry. The longing for affection and interest and consideration
such as Garvin was offering her was her immediate need. She was
desperate for want of it. And yet she hesitated. She felt certain now
that Garvin was very fond of her, and to Ann's way of thinking love led
to marriage. She was quite as certain that she liked him very much. She
hesitated because she was a Penniman and he a Westmore; there was a
class distinction between them that had held for generations.
Garvin saw her hesitation and obeyed a subtle instinct when he kept his
hands from her and chose the words that would appeal to her, and the
more irresistibly because of genuine feeling. "I'm not any more happy
than you are, Ann--I'm wretched. My people are kind to me, too, just
that, and they pity me endlessly. If ever there was a misfit, it is I.
I'm sick to death of it all, and lonely enough to take the short way
out.... Be nice to me, dear."
She lifted her lips to him, and his arms took her and held her, and she
clung to him with a tensity of affection. He kissed her long and
passionately, but with self-control enough to realize the quality of
what he received, its affection and gratitude and lack of passion. And
when her lips parted from his and he buried his face on her shoulder
shaken by the first effort for restraint he had ever cared to make, her
hand stroked his hair, gently. "I didn't know you were unhappy, too,"
she said softly.
When he raised his head he was pale. "You're a child yet," he said.
"You'll wake up one of these days--then you'll love me as I love you."
"I like you a great deal," Ann answered, with conviction.
He laughed shortly. "Yes, we're good friends--that's it, isn't it, Ann?"
The note of urgency and dissatisfaction made her uncomfortable. "You
asked me to be friends," she said.
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