Ben’s voice had grown husky, and he stopped for a little before he
could go on. “For about two weeks after that mother kept about as she
had been, and what with the shock and excitement even seemed a little
stronger. But one night we had to help her into her room and the next
morning she said she felt so weak she wouldn’t try to get up. And she
never left her room again. She failed so fast it seemed as though we
could just see her slipping away from us; and she was so happy to go,
except as she was sorry to leave us boys. She told us how we had better
manage, and what she wanted us to do and be; and I don’t believe either
Theodore or I will ever forget what she said to us or the promises we
made to her.
“When father died it was hard enough, though there was mother left. But
when she went, only three weeks after him, I tell you it was awful.
I never shall forget as long as I live the evening after mother’s
funeral. You see, father had only one brother, Uncle Ben, out in
Nebraska, so of course he couldn’t come. Uncle John, mother’s only
brother, lived fifty miles away, and George, his boy, was sick with a
fever, so he had to go right back; that left us all alone with Matty,
the girl. And after we had looked after the chores and went in and sat
down everything was so strange and empty and lonesome, I never shall
forget it.
“Every night since we could remember father, or mother if he was away,
had read a chapter in the Bible and had prayers. After father died
Theodore had read the chapter and mother had prayed, if it was only a
word or two, till the very last night she lived. She had said she hoped
we would try and do as near as we could as we always had when she and
father were with us, so Theodore thought we’d better have prayers; that
they’d want us to. He read the chapter—I don’t see how he did it—and
said he thought we could say the Lord’s prayer, anyway, and we kneeled
down and began. But all at once it came over us like a great wave how
everything was changed and always would be, and it broke us all up so
we couldn’t go through with it.” And Ben’s voice choked and failed him
at the recollection, while unchecked tears of sympathy ran down Posey’s
cheeks.
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