Notes of hospital life from November, 1861, to August, 1863Anonymous
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Notes of hospital life from November, 1861, to August, 1863
Anonymous
United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Hospitals
So to satisfy this mother’s heart, the poor wounded shoulder had been
forced into its sleeve, giving him, as it did, several weeks of added
suffering and confinement to his bed. Can any one wonder that such a man
should have won his way to our hearts;--or at our regret, when we found
he was to be transferred to another hospital, at some distance from the
city? We thus lost sight of him for many months. Several times when I
asked after him, at our own hospital, I was told that he had been there
but a short time since; sometimes the week before; sometimes only the day
before; but it so happened that we never met. His wound, they told me,
was far from well, varying very much; some days giving hope that it would
heal, and then bursting out again. I had received many and urgent letters
from his mother, before he left us, begging me to use all the influence
I could bring to bear, to have him transferred to a hospital near his
home; (this was, of course, before the present order on that subject had
been given) but on applying to the surgeon, I found that he considered
his wound far too serious to attempt the journey, and that Robinson so
fully agreed with him, that I wrote the poor disappointed mother to that
effect, trying to console her with the hope of restoring him to her, ere
very long, perfectly cured. The winter slipped away; the pressure of
present hospital duties and interests had almost crowded out all thoughts
of Robinson, when I am surprised, one sunny April afternoon, to receive
a note from one of our lady visitors, telling me of Robinson’s extreme
illness, and that it is scarcely supposed he can recover.
An hour later finds M. and myself driving rapidly out to the hospital
where he now is; and here we are at the gates; how shall we enter! Ah! we
do not now fear a guard with a bayonet, as we should have done some time
since; and fifteen minutes more suffices for all the necessary “red tape”
connected with admittance, and we are at the door of Robinson’s ward,
listening to the wardmaster’s answer to our question:
“Yes, ladies, walk in; but he won’t know you; he’s too low, and he’s
flighty all the time.”
“Won’t know us!” Robinson not know us! We cannot believe that; but see!
he is leading the way; and we follow to a bed where lies a man tossing
restlessly, and talking, or rather muttering to himself in an indistinct
tone; his bandaged shoulder and arm resting on a pillow, for an operation
has been performed--a large piece of bone extracted--and the result still
doubtful. Doubtful? No; too certain; that face is enough. Poor mother in
your western home, you can never look upon your boy, till you meet at the
final Bar, in the presence of your Judge! God in his mercy grant that it
may be to spend a happy eternity together!
And yet, as we stand, we find ourselves almost doubting whether this can
really be our merry, laughing, whistling Robinson. Little hope, indeed,
that he will recognize us, but let us try.
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