Notes of hospital life from November, 1861, to August, 1863Anonymous
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Notes of hospital life from November, 1861, to August, 1863
Anonymous
United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Hospitals
“Perhaps you can go with the next lot; stay out of bed, to-day; try to
walk a little about the ward; eat more, and I’ve no doubt you can go
back soon; but we should have you back on our hands, were we to send you
to-day.”
“But Pat, doctor? You see we’re from the same town; he’s young,--only a
slip of a boy--and I promised his mother I’d see to him. I did let him
get hit, to be sure, but it wasn’t much to signify; my fever was a good
bit worse; we were brought here together, and I’m bound to leave when he
leaves, whether I can shoulder a musket or not.”
How glad I was that it happened to be just that particular surgeon to
whom he made his appeal; for it must be admitted, even in this pattern
hospital, that skill and sympathy, power and patience, knowledge and
kindliness, are not always combined; but in this instance I was very sure
the decision would be given (whatever it might be) in a manner which
could not offend; nor was I disappointed.
“Well, my friend, if you had told me that you had kept Pat from getting
hit, I might have taken it into consideration, whether, for the sake of
Pat’s mother, it might not be my duty to return a man to his regiment who
can’t walk across this hospital; but as, by your own account, you let him
get hit, I think you’ll have to trust him without you, and wait here till
you’re a little stronger;” and kindly patting him on the shoulder, he
laughingly turned off.
Poor Shaw! It was a sense of duty--certainly not any feeling of ability
to go--which led to the proposition; for as the hope departed, his
strength went with it. He attempted to rise from his chair at the side of
the bed, tottered, and would have fallen; but I saw it, sprang forward,
caught him, and threw him backward on the bed, knowing I had not strength
to support him.
“I didn’t mean to knock you down, Shaw, though it looks a good deal like
it,” said I, as there was a general laugh, amongst those nearest to him,
who witnessed the proceeding.
No answer. The effort had been too much for him--he had fainted. I called
an orderly to bring me water quickly, and bathed his temples from the
cologne bottle in my pocket, but he did not revive.
“What’s the fuss?” said one, coming up behind me.
“Miss ---- has knocked the breath out of Shaw, that’s all.”
“And he’s knocked the color out of her; she’s whiter than he is.”
“Don’t talk; get me some water,” said I, hastily.
“La! miss, you’re not really minding, are you? He always has them turns
when he tries to sit up; and he’s gone a good bit, and we don’t mind,
he’ll come round; he’s been fretting at little Pat, there, going without
him, and wanted to go back to his regiment with him. Fine hand at a
march, wouldn’t you be, eh, Shaw?” said he, as the latter opened his eyes.
With rough kindness, he put his hand under Shaw’s head, raised it, and
held the water to his lips. Shaw roused himself, looked round, and seemed
gradually recalling what had occurred.
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