American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American -- Periodicals
He ate his fish. There was no talk in the room. His father drank the
soup with gurgling noises. It was _borscht_ soup. It trickled down over
his beard, red soup, and he wiped it away with the back of his hand. His
mother sighed every time she had to rise to bring something to the
table. His family!
Suddenly Emmanuel rose. The room was choking him. The walls were coming
nearer. The clatter of the dishes was low thunder now.
“I’m through.”
He knew where he was going. Upstairs, to the third floor, to Etta. Etta!
Etta! She was real. She had black hair, and when you touched it you
could shut your eyes and think you were touching nice warm water. It
seemed to lick your fingers with a warm tongue, her hair. Her eyes, too,
like the feel of a child-wind in summer....
“Manny!”
She had come to meet him at the door. Their hands touched. He was the
first to draw his away. Again he felt warm all over, as he had in the
street. When she brushed past him in the dim-lit hall to lead the way to
the living room and her body was close to his, Emmanuel was conscious of
a feeling of shame, his throat became dry. For no reason at all, as far
as he could tell.
Their living room was like any other East Side living room. No--better.
Here there was a cheap golden-oak piano, too, and an incongruous gilded
music stand with stencilled flowers and angels and birds. Otherwise the
usual crayon pictures of bearded ancestors of _scheiteled_ ancestors,
the seven-branched candlestick on the mantel, the rocking chair, a vase
with artificial roses....
“Listen, Manny, you never heard me sing, did you? I’m gonna sing a new
piece I just got. Wanna hear it?”
She seated herself at the piano. She spread the sheets of music. The
song was a ballad, a jumble of molasses-coated words, smirking though
they meant to whimper. And her hands struck the wrong notes, they
slipped off, she had to shake her head and begin all over again. Her
voice uncertain, trembling. Still.... Emmanuel, listening to the girl,
knew that this was the street returned. His mouth opened in amazement.
His arm shook. Then:
“Etta!” he cried, cutting into the cracked notes of the piano. “You can
sing!”
She didn’t seem to pay any attention to that. Again she started, false,
tremulous. Emmanuel grasped her arm.
“Ouch, you’re hurting me!”
But he would not let her go on.
“Listen, Etta! You can sing. Don’t you understand me? You’ve got it in
you. You ... well, you can sing, Etta! Not yet. You know what I mean.
Not yet. But it’s in you. You can sing.”
“Yeah?” She was pleased. She brought her face closer to his as he stood
there, bending over her.
“You’re going to study....”
“How can I? I got to go to work. I ain’t got time. You feel awful tired
after taking dictation all day.”
He waved that aside. Again his hand was cutting into her arm.
“You’ll have to study. You don’t know how good it is. If only I could
have studied!”
“Well, you’re studying, ain’t you? You’re gonna be a doctor.”
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