On the frontier : $b or, Scenes in the WestPearson, C. H. (Charles Henry)
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On the frontier : $b or, Scenes in the West
Pearson, C. H. (Charles Henry)
Frontier and pioneer life -- United States -- Juvenile fiction; Sunday school literature
There was a coincidence in this unexpected call that impressed me. I
had been much exercised with the desire to be more actively useful as
a Christian, and had felt moved to pray that larger opportunities for
doing good might be given. Was this an answer to that prayer? But it
did not come in the way I had anticipated, and numberless excuses were
ready to present themselves, the most weighty of which was my extreme
youth, and consequent inexperience; and (shall I confess it?) I even
glanced, with selfish shrinking, out at the driving blast. But the case
would admit of no parleying. With pale, imploring face, my caller stood
waiting my decision. Strength came, and I said,—
"I will go, and do the best I can for your father;" and, thanking me,
she hurried away.
In a distant and disreputable part of the city, alone, on a dreary
declivity overlooking the sea, stood the dwelling of the sick man.
Entering, I had stepped to the feeble fire that flickered in the grate,
to warm me ere speaking to him, when, casting my eyes toward the bed,
they met his. Such an expression of wild despair I had never before
seen. In the thrilling tones of one consciously approaching eternity
unprepared, he exclaimed, stretching out his hand,—
"'I want some one to point me the way!'"
Instantly all diffidence fled; and, grasping his hand, I began to
question him about his past life and present feelings. Suspicious
of "death-bed repentance," I dealt plainly with him, which was well
received. The result was a conviction that his was a case of genuine
sorrow for sin. He had been a man of great physical strength and
endurance. His business had called him to stand much in the water,
as he worked about the vessels in the harbor, experiencing no ill
effects from his exposed life till within a short time, when his
lower limbs commenced swelling, accompanied by excruciating pain, the
torture increasing as the disease crept up toward the vitals. Now his
sufferings were well nigh intolerable, and his swollen appearance
made him a truly frightful object. His naturally fine mind remained
unclouded, however, and its whole vigor was exercised in self-accusing
reviews of the past, and hopeless anticipations of the future.
"Oh," said he, "it's not the fear of death that troubles me so much as
thoughts of my wasted, godless life. I have lived as if there was no
God. What a stupid, ungrateful wretch I have been! And he has been so
good, so forbearing, so patient. For fifty years and more I never saw a
sick day, and yet no love toward him who made and preserved me! Oh, how
can I think of it!"—and he covered his face as if to hide some hideous
vision.
"But," I asked, "did you have no concern about these things till you
were taken sick?"
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