One Woman: Being the Second Part of a Romance of SussexOllivant, Alfred
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One Woman: Being the Second Part of a Romance of Sussex
Ollivant, Alfred
Sussex (England) -- Fiction
"Ah, I knaw!" he said. "You needn't tell me."
She put down the poultice and regarded him with eyes in which there was
a thought of challenge.
"What d'you knaw, Ern?"
There was something formidable about her very quiet.
"What I do, then," he said, and turned his back on her. "If it was
somebody else, we should soon see."
She came to him, put her hand on his shoulder, and turned him so that
she could read his face. He did not look at her.
She turned slowly away, drawing in her breath as one who rouses
reluctantly from sleep.
"That's it, is it?" she said wearily. "I thart it'd come to that some
day."
Just then little Alice danced in from the street, delicate, pale
sprite, with anemone-like health and beauty.
"Daddy-paddy!" she said, smiling up at him, as she twined her fingers
into his.
He bent and kissed her with unusual tenderness.
"Pray for our little Sue, Lal," he muttered.
The child looked up at him with fearless eyes of forget-me-not blue.
"I be," she said.
He gave her a hand, and they went out together into Motcombe Garden:
for they were the best of friends.
Ruth was left. In her heart she had always known that this would come:
he would turn on her some day. And she did not blame him: she was too
magnanimous. Men were like that, men were. They couldn't help
theirsalves. Any one of them but Ernie would have thrown her past up
at her long before. She was more grateful for his past forbearance
than resentful at his present vindictiveness. Now that the blow, so
long hovering above her in the dimness of sab-consciousness, had fallen
she felt the pain of it, dulled indeed by the fact that she was already
suffering profoundly on Susie's account. But the impact braced her;
and it was better so. There was no life without suffering and
struggle. If you faced that fact with your eyes open, never
luxuriating in the selfishness of make-believe, compelling your teeth
to meet on the granite realities of life, then there would be no
dreadful shock as you fell out of your warm bed and rosy dreams into an
icy pool.
Ruth went back to her hum-drum toil. She had been dreaming. Now she
must awake. It was Ernie who had roused her from that dangerous
lethargy with a brutal slash across the face; and she was not
ungrateful to him.
When he returned an hour later with little Alice she was unusually
tender to him, though her eyes were rainwashed. He on his side was
clearly ashamed and stiff accordingly. He said nothing; instead he was
surly in self-defence.
To make amends he sat up with the child that night and the next.
"Shall you save her, sir?" asked the scare-crow on the third morning.
"I shan't," replied the doctor. "Her mother may."
Next day when Mr. Trupp came he grunted the grunt, so familiar to his
patients, that meant all was well.
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