One Woman: Being the Second Part of a Romance of SussexOllivant, Alfred
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One Woman: Being the Second Part of a Romance of Sussex
Ollivant, Alfred
Sussex (England) -- Fiction
The old Hammer-man walked away along the cliff in the direction of
Meads, and dropped down on to the golf links to go home by the ha-ha
outside the Duke's Lodge. Then he swung away under the elms of Compton
Place Road and turned into Saffrons Croft, where Ruth and the children
were to have met him. He looked about for them in vain. The
cricketers were there as always, the idlers strolling from group to
group, but no Ruth. Ernie who had been looking forward to a quiet
half-hour's play with little Alice and Susie on the turf in the shade
of the elms before bed-time felt himself thwarted and resentful. Ruth
as a rule was reliable; but of late, ever since his unkindness to her
at the time of Susie's illness, three weeks since, he had marked a
change in her, subtle perhaps but real. True she denied him nothing;
but unlike herself, she gave without generosity, coldly and as a duty.
Nursing his grievance, he dropped down the steep hill under the
Manor-house wall, past the Greys, into Church Street.
At the _Star_ a little group was gossiping, heads together. As he
crossed the road they turned and looked at him with curiosity and in
silence. Then a mate of his in the Transport Company called across,
"Sorry to hear this, Ern."
Ernie, thinking the man referred to the probabilities that he would be
called back to the Army, and proud of his momentary fortuitous
importance, shouted back with an air of appropriate nonchalance,
"That's all right, Guy. I wouldn't mind a spell with the old regiment
again--that I wouldn't."
At the foot of Borough Lane he met Alf bustling along. His brother did
not pause, but gave Ernie a searching look as he passed and said,
"Watch it, Ern!"
Ern experienced a strange qualm as he approached his home. The door
was open; nobody was about; there was not a sound in the house--neither
the accustomed chirp of the children, nor the voice and movements of
their mother.
The nightmare terrors that are wont to seize the sensitive at such
times, especially if their conscience is haunted, laid hold of him.
The emptiness, the silence appalled him. Death, so it seemed to his
imaginative mind, reigned where the life and warmth and pleasant human
busyness the woman and her children create had formerly been. Ever
since that dark moment when he had let loose those foul and treacherous
words, he had been uneasy in his mind; and yet, though usually the
humblest of men, some stubborn imp of pride had possessed him and
refused to allow him to express the contrition he genuinely felt.
Perhaps the very magnitude of his offence had prevented him from making
just amends.
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