pain when anything connected with my faith is made a matter of jest.
These things are sacred to us, and I know my father would feel deeply
grieved if he understood you this evening. Do you not see? It appears
to us differently from what it does to you and perhaps to the world at
large. These things are to us what your mother's memory is to you. I
would sooner cut off my right hand than trifle with that."
Gregory had been able to maintain his quizzical look of mischief till
she named his mother; then his face changed instantly. A flush of shame
crossed it, and after a moment, with an expression something like true
manhood, he stepped forward and took Annie's hand, saying, "Miss
Walton, I sincerely ask your pardon. I did not know--I could not
believe that you felt as you do. I will give you no further reason to
complain of me on this ground. I hope you will forgive me."
She at once relented, and said:
"'Who by repentance is not satisfied
Is not of heaven nor earth.'
There is an apt quotation from your favorite Shakespeare."
"You seem a delightful mixture of both, Miss Walton."
"If you were a better judge, sir, you would know that the earthly
ingredient is too great. But that is in your favor, for I am
sufficiently human to make allowance for human folly."
"I shall tax your charity to the utmost."
As Gregory sat in his arm-chair recalling the events of the day before
retiring, he thought: "Well, my attempt has failed signally. While by
her involuntary smile she showed that she was human, she has also
managed this evening to prove that she is perfectly sincere in her
religion, and to render it impossible for me to assail her in that
direction again. As the old hymn goes, I must 'let her religious hours
alone.' But how far her religion or superstition will control her
action is another question. I have learned both at home and abroad that
people can be very religious and very sincere in matters of faith and
ceremony, and jealous of any hand stretched out to touch their sacred
ark, but when through with the holy business they can live the life of
very ordinary mortals. This may be true of Miss Walton. At any rate I
have made a mistake in showing my hand somewhat at a prayer-meeting,
for women are so tenacious on religious matters. Deference, personal
attention, and compliments--these are the irresistible weapons. These
inflate pride and vanity to such a degree that a miserable collapse is
necessary. And yet I must be careful, for she is not like some belles I
know, who have the swallow of a whale for flattery. She is too
intelligent, too refined, to take compliments as large and glaring as a
sunflower. Something in the way of a moss-rose bud will accomplish
more. I will appear as if falling under her power; as if bewitched by
her charms. Nothing pleases your plain girls more than to be thought
beautiful. I shall have her head turned in a week. I am more bent than
ever on teaching this little Puritan that she and I live upon the same
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