Oriole's daughter, a novel, Volume 1 (of 3)Fothergill, Jessie
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Oriole's daughter, a novel, Volume 1 (of 3)
Fothergill, Jessie
Fathers and daughters -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction; Rome (Italy) -- Fiction
She pointed smilingly to the old sofa, and Signor Giuseppe took a seat
upon it, and looked around him.
‘This is surely not your workroom,’ he said, without answering her
polite speeches, as his eyes wandered from one object to another.
‘No. This is my sitting-room, business-room, reception-room, whatever
you like to call it. Above all, it is the sanctuary to which I beat
a retreat whenever I feel discouraged with my own miserable attempts
inside there’ (she pointed slightingly in the direction of the
workroom), ‘so discouraged that I can no longer remain amongst them and
the ghosts of better things. A very useful room, this, I assure you.’
‘Ah, you feel like that,’ said Giuseppe, looking at her, ‘but not
often, I imagine.’
‘Oftener than not, signore.’
‘I should not have thought it.’
‘Do I appear so very self-complacent?’
‘Perhaps not. I may have judged you wrongly. It is probably merely your
position in general, which is a secure and comfortable one, which gives
you that appearance of unruffled calm.’
‘But I do not always feel unruffled calm, by any means,’ she told him.
‘Not even when you encounter me engaged in the duties of a household
servant, or a collector of rents and rates, or a supplementary cook--in
short, in all the most ludicrous and undignified false positions in
which a man can be placed--and smile serenely with cold amusement
upon the spectacle,’ he said, plunging into the very heart of the
uncomfortable topic.
Minna drew a deep breath.
‘I do not smile with cold amusement at you or at anything which I see
causes you to suffer,’ she said in a clear, almost loud voice, as she
looked him full in the face, thinking to herself, ‘Thank heaven! now we
are going to have it out, in one way or another. Something must come of
this.’
‘Signora, you could scarcely sit here and admit that what I say is
true. Politeness demands of you that you should deny my assertion.
Yet I have seen you smiling at me, or rather at my embarrassment,
repeatedly--at the ridiculous dilemmas in which Fate has so often
decreed that you should catch me.’
‘I wish I could make you understand how far from me it is to wish to
laugh at what gives pain to another,’ she said. ‘I know I have smiled.
I can’t help that. Heaven has given me a keen sense of the ridiculous.
I cannot alter my nature.’
‘Just so; you admit all that I say; you find me ridiculous.’
‘No, I do not. Sometimes I am reminded of things which are ridiculous,
or which seem ridiculous to me. I am reminded of them by the situations
in which I see you,’ she went on boldly, in spite of the anger she saw
rising in his face. ‘You don’t believe me. I will give you an example;
then, perhaps, you will see what I mean. You have perhaps not forgotten
that, last night, at dinner----’
‘Ah!’ exclaimed he, wincing visibly, as if someone had thrust a sharp
pin into him. ‘Forgotten?’ he continued in a deep, tragic voice; ‘no, I
have not forgotten!’
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