Oriole's daughter, a novel, Volume 1 (of 3)Fothergill, Jessie
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Oriole's daughter, a novel, Volume 1 (of 3)
Fothergill, Jessie
Fathers and daughters -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction; Rome (Italy) -- Fiction
‘For a gentleman?’ said Signor Giuseppe sadly, but his face lighted
up for all that; the words had been inexpressibly soothing to his
irritated feelings; as to their sincerity he could have no manner of
doubt. ‘Ah, signora, I was a gentleman once; that was when I was young
and hated aristocracy, and thought one man was as good as another--and
one woman. Destiny arranged that my theories should be put to a severe
test. That test shattered them--scattered them to the winds in a
thousand fragments. Shreds, rags, ribbons were all that was left of my
glorious doctrines. When it was too late I realized that in flinging
away my position and my inheritance, such as it was--not much, but
enough to let me use it for others as well as for myself--in doing
this I had done a fool’s deed. It had been kinder both to myself and
to others had I remained Conte di San Malato, and kept my money and
my estate. I might have improved my own dependents, my neighbours; my
charity might have begun at home. Instead, I devoted it, as I hoped,
to the good of Italy in general--the cause of humanity at large. When
I knew by heart the mistake I had made, when I found the condition to
which ignorance and trustfulness had reduced me, I set myself to work
to forget that I had ever been what is called a gentleman. I cast in my
lot with those to whom I had bound myself, in honour if not in law. I
did not suppose that the least rag, the smallest vestige, was left--of
what I used to be. Yet you say you can see some such remnants.’
‘Now,’ said Minna, smiling, but through a mist, ‘now you will really
make me laugh at you. I suppose you never indulge in analysis of
your own feelings and sentiments, or I would ask you, why do you feel
miserable in your present circumstances? why do they jar upon you?
why do you get so angry with me--unhappy me!--for seeing you engaged
in duties which a servant ought to do? why have you come here now and
talked to me thus, if not for that very reason, that a gentleman you
always have been, a gentleman you are, and a gentleman you must remain,
whatever may happen? It cannot be scorched out of the blood when once
it is in it. Why should you care, except for that? You have lost your
position outwardly, yet you did not wish me to misunderstand; you
feared I might. But I have not done so, not for a moment, not from the
very first. How could I?’
‘You mean,’ he said, in a tone of deep dejection, ‘that you did not,
even for the first day or two that you were with us, take me for a
hired steward, something like the head-waiter at a very third-rate
hotel?’
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