Ormond; Or, The Secret Witness. Volume 2 (of 3)Brown, Charles Brockden
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Ormond; Or, The Secret Witness. Volume 2 (of 3)
Brown, Charles Brockden
Gothic fiction; Philadelphia (Pa.) -- History -- 19th century -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"I'm very unhappy, for I have lost you, my friend. You will never
see me more, you say. That is very hard. I have deserved it
to-be-sure, but I do not know how it has happened. Nobody more
desired to please than I have done. Morning, noon, night, it was my
only study; but you will love me no more; you will see me no more.
Forgive me, my friend, but I must say it is very hard.
"You said rightly; I do not wish to live without my friend. I have
spent my life happily heretofore. 'Tis true, these have been
transient uneasinesses, but your love was a reward and a cure for
every thing. I desired nothing better in this world. Did you ever
hear me murmur? No; I was not so unjust. My lot was happy,
infinitely beyond my deserving. I merited not to be loved by you.
Oh that I had suitable words to express my gratitude for your
kindness! but this last meeting,--how different from that which
went before? Yet even then there was something on your brow like
discontent, which I could not warble nor whisper away as I used to
do. But sad as this was, it was nothing like the last.
"Could Ormond be so stern and so terrible? You knew that I would
die, but you need not have talked as if I were in the way, and as
if you had rather I should die than live. But one thing I rejoice
at; I am a poor silly girl, but Constantia is a noble and
accomplished one. Most joyfully do I resign you to her, my dear
friend. You say you love her. She need not be afraid of accepting
you. There will be no danger of your preferring another to her. It
was very natural and very right for you to prefer her to me. She
and you will be happy in each other. It is this that sweetens the
cup I am going to drink. Never did I go to sleep with more
good-will than I now go to death. Fare you well, my dear friend."
This letter was calculated to make a deeper impression on Ormond than
even the sight of Helena's corpse. It was in vain, for some time, that
he endeavoured to reconcile himself to this event. It was seldom that he
was able to forget it. He was obliged to exert all his energies to
enable him to support the remembrance. The task was of course rendered
easier by time.
It was immediately requisite to attend to the disposal of the corpse. He
felt himself unfit for this mournful office. He was willing to relieve
himself from it by any expedient. Helena's next neighbour was an old
lady, whose scruples made her shun all direct intercourse with this
unhappy girl; yet she had performed many acts of neighbourly kindness.
She readily obeyed the summons of Ormond, on this occasion, to take
charge of affairs till another should assert it. Ormond returned home,
and sent the following note to Constantia:--
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