"I'll ask you again," she said. "Then, whether I marry John, or
don't marry John, there'll be no reason against."
"I quite understand."
"To see that face on the stone. You'll find Mr. Chaffe in his
workshop. Holidays are naught to him. Good-bye. Truth oughtn't to
hurt honest people, ought it?"
"Nothing hurts like truth can, whether you're honest, or whether
you're not."
He went forward turning over with mild interest the matter of the
conversation. He was little moved that she should have asked him to
go for a walk. From any other young woman such a suggestion had been
impressive; but not from her. He had noticed that she was never
illusive and quite unpractised in the art of lure, or wile. The
stone he had mentioned was a natural face carved by centuries of
time, on the granite rocks of Hey Tor, some miles away. He had
mentioned it in answer to a remark from Benjamin Bamsey, and then,
for private but sufficient reasons he had dropped the subject. His
connection with the stone belonged to a time far past, concerning
which he was not disposed to be communicative. That she should have
remembered it surprised him. But perhaps the only thing that had
really interested her was the fact he dropped the subject so suddenly.
He fell to thinking on his own past for a time, then returned to
Dinah. That she could confide in him inclined him to friendship. He
admired her character and was sorry for the plight in which she found
herself. He hoped that she might drop Bamsey and find a man she
could love. He was aware that her position in her step-father's
house held difficulties, for the situation had often been discussed
at Falcon Farm. Whether she decided for John, or against him, it was
probably certain she would leave Green Hayes; and that would mean
distress for Benjamin Bamsey. He was sorry for all concerned, but
not inclined to dwell over-much on the subject. His own thoughts
were always enough for him, and his experience had tended somewhat to
freeze the sources of charity and human enthusiasm at the fount. He
was not soured, but he was introspective to the extent that the
affairs of his fellow creatures did not particularly challenge him.
Thus it was left for Thomas Palk to see the truth of the situation at
Falcon Farm; Lawrence had never troubled to realise it for himself.
It seemed improbable that he would be woven into the texture of other
lives again. Indeed, he had long since determined with himself that
he would never be.
Arthur Chaffe was making a coffin.
"The dead can wait for no man," he said. "A poor old widow; but I'm
under her command for the moment; and she shall have good work."
Lawrence told the matter of the hurdles and Mr. Chaffe promised to do
what he could.
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