"Oh, Mr. Lashmar! Oh, don't!" exclaimed Iris, in a pained voice. "How
can you be so unkind--so unjust!"
"No, no; I merely want to guard myself against misconception. The very
freedom with which I speak to you might lead you to misjudge me. If I
thought you were ever tempted to regard me as an adventurer--"
"Mr. Lashmar!" cried Iris, almost tearfully. "This is dreadful. How
could such a thought enter my mind? Is _that_ your opinion of me?"
"Pray don't be absurd," interposed Dyce, with an impatient gesture. "I
detest this shrillness, as I've told you fifty times."
Iris bridled a little.
"I'm sure I wasn't _shrill_. I spoke in a very ordinary voice. And I
don't know why you should attribute such thoughts to me."
Lashmar gave way to nervous irritation.
"What a feminine way of talking! Is it impossible for you to follow a
logical train of ideas? I attributed no thought whatever to you. All I
said was, that I must take care not to be misunderstood. And I see that
I had very good reason; you have a fatal facility in misconceiving even
the simplest things."
Mrs. Woolstan bridled still more. There was a point of colour on her
freckled cheeks, her lower lip showed a tooth's pressure.
"After all," she said, "you must remember that I am a woman, and if
women don't express themselves quite as men do, I see no great harm in
it. I don't think mannishness is a very nice quality. After all, I am
myself, and I can't become somebody else, and certainly shouldn't care
to, if I could."
Dyce began to laugh forbearingly.
"Come, come," he said, "what's all this wrangling about? Row did it
begin? That's the extraordinary thing with women; one gets so easily
off the track, and runs one doesn't know where. What was I saying? Oh,
simply that I couldn't be sure, yet, whether Hollingford would suit me.
Let us keep to the higher plane. It's safer than too familiar detail."
Iris was not to be so easily composed. She remarked a change in her
friend since he had ceased to be Leonard's tutor; he seemed to hold her
in slighter esteem, a result, no doubt, of the larger prospects opening
before him. She was jealous of old Lady Ogram, whose place and wealth
gave her such power to shape a man's fortunes. For some time now, Iris
had imagined herself an influence in Lashmar's life, had dreamed that
her influence might prevail over all other. In marrying, she had
sacrificed herself to an illusory hope; but she was now an experienced
woman, able to distinguish the phantasmal from the genuine, and of
Lashmar's powers there could be no doubt. Her own judgment she saw
confirmed by that of Lady Ogram. Sharp would be her pang if the
aspiring genius left her aside, passed beyond her with a careless nod.
She half accused him of ingratitude.
"I'm not at all sure," she said, rather coldly, "that you think me
capable of rising to the higher plane. Perhaps trivial details are more
suited to my intelligence."
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