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Ned, however, would not over-estimate, nor would he (even nominally)
cheapen himself as a bid to any man’s favour; and that, no doubt,
would be sound equity in the impossible absence of inherent prejudice.
But a judgment--in any world but a world of definite aurelian
transitions--that holds itself infallible may err in the face of fifty
precedents; and Ned’s, founded in this instance upon the
self-precedent of sobriety, took no account of emotions that were
completely foreign to his nature. In short, very honestly repudiating
for himself any power of attraction, he failed to see that this very
artlessness of repudiation was _per se_ an attractive quality.
Now he put his resolution into force without compromise, and informed
his host, during the second _déjeuner_, that he was on the prick of
departure.
St Denys expressed no surprise, no concern, very little interest.
“Most certainly,” said he, “I applaud your attitude towards life. It
exhibits what one may call an admirable cold cleanness. Probably, at
this point, you are putting to your visit that period that most
strictly conforms to the rules of moral punctuation. I have too
complete a belief in the rectitude of your judgment to question that
of your withdrawing yourself from Méricourt without superfluous
ceremony. I envy you, indeed, your power of applying, without offence,
to the oblique turns of circumstance that simple directness which is
your very engaging characteristic. We, less fortunately endowed by
nature, are for ever seeking those short cuts to a goal that delay us
unconscionably, in everything but theory. You, monsieur, recognise
instinctively that to fly straight for your mark is to reach your
destination by the nearest route.”
“I am conscious of no particular coldness in my manner of regard,”
said Ned good-humouredly. (He did not resent the implied sarcasm, nor
did he allow it to affect his point of view. If he had given offence,
it was simply by his literal construction of views he had been invited
to share, and he could not admit the right of the dispenser of such
views to put any arbitrary limit to another’s application of them.)
“Unless, indeed,” he went on, “it argues a constitutional _sang-froid_
to have decided, at the thinking outset of life, _against_ the
despotism of passion, and _for_ a republic of senses, material,
ethical, and intellectual.”
“Assuredly not. But even a republic must have a president.”
“I elect my heart, monsieur, to the honour, and give it a casting
vote. There, at least, is a little core of fire in all this frost.”
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