“You only talk like this to tease me,” she said; “but I like your
honesty. A man who pretends to nothing and is something is so much
nicer than the man who is nothing and pretends much.”
“I am neither,” he answered, “for I combine the two. I pretend nothing,
and I don’t care.” She smiled a little in spite of herself. “You do
pretend something, for you pretend that you do not care.”
He looked into her eyes a moment, with a curious expression in his, and
Eileen glanced away with embarrassment. He was thinking for the
hundredth time how sweet she was, and how—if only—?
He knew vaguely that the man who won her would win a treasure; but he
loved his liberty, and his heart said “not yet,” and so he contented
himself with a look that might mean volumes, or nothing.
And Eileen was satisfied. He had paid no real attention to anyone but
her, merely doing his duty as host to the rest of his guests, and,
undoubtedly, that meant a good deal.
As a matter of fact it was so. Lawrence was nearer proposing that
evening than he had ever been in his life before, and he could hardly
himself have told what deterred him. Perhaps it was a question of the
bandsmen finishing their supper five minutes earlier than was
expected—upon so slight a thread hang the issues of life. Certainly,
leaning forward with his arms resting on his knees, and his whole soul
drawn toward the sweet-faced girl beside him, he felt himself on the
brink of the plunge that would have changed all her life and his, when,
quite unexpectedly, the band struck up in the distance.
At the first note, he sat up suddenly, as if he had been awakened, and
instead of the question trembling on his lips he smiled a little, and
said: “How cruelly the time has flown! I had no idea we had been here
half an hour!” and then they both got up, and he gave her his arm back
to the ball-room.
Eileen felt a queer little tremor that was almost fear, but she only
answered in her usual quiet tone, and smiled up at the partner who came
forward to claim her for the dance.
But the evening was not over yet, and another incident had still to add
its mark upon the unfolding of the hours. Lawrence had still to have
his dance with Paddy.
It came toward the end, when some of the guests, who had a long drive,
had already departed, and the formality of the commencement of the
evening had merged into a more free and easy air for all. Paddy had had
a set of lancers with Jack, and Doreen and Kathleen and their partners,
that had bordered upon a romp, and had made her eyes shine, and her
cheeks glow with radiant enjoyment, for she had the happy knack of
throwing herself heart and soul into the moment, and in this instance
the moment had been full of delight.
Lawrence found her trying to get cool again, while carrying on her
usual flow of chatter, to the amusement of the others; and with a
smile, he remarked:
“I’m sorry to deprive you all, but this is my dance with Miss Adair.”
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