“One day,” it is said, “in the month of October 1654, when he went,
according to his habit, to take his drive to the bridge of Neuilly
_in a carriage and four_, the two leading horses became restive at a
part of the road where there was a parapet, and precipitated
themselves into the Seine. Fortunately, the first strokes of their
feet broke the traces which attached them to the pole, and the
carriage was stayed on the brink of the precipice. The effect of
such a shock on one of Pascal’s feeble health may be imagined. He
swooned away, and was only restored with difficulty, and his nerves
were so shattered that long afterwards, during sleepless nights and
during moments of weakness, he seemed to see a precipice at his
bedside, over which he was on the point of falling.”
This alarming incident, which comes from nearly contemporary tradition,
no doubt contributed to Pascal’s retirement from the world, and no less
probably also a strange vision he had at this time, to which we shall
afterwards advert. But it is peculiarly interesting to trace the inner
history of Pascal’s great change. Evidently, from what his sister says,
his mind had been for some time very ill at ease in the great world in
which he lived. How far this was the working of his old religious
convictions continually renewing their influence through the conversation
of his sister, how far it was mere weariness and disgust with the
frivolities of fashionable life, and how far it may have been baffled
hope and the disenchantments of a broken dream of love, we cannot clearly
tell. All may have moved him, and brought him to that strange state of
isolation which she describes from his own account. But plainly the
world-weariness preceded the fresh dawn of divine strength in his heart;
and there is a tone of hopelessness in speaking of his detachment from
all the things surrounding him, which favours the thought that some new
and unwonted smart had entered into his life, and driven him forth to the
quiet shelter, where at length he found his old peace with God, and the
great mission to which God had called him.
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