Paul Gosslett's Confessions in Love, Law, and The Civil ServiceLever, Charles
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Paul Gosslett's Confessions in Love, Law, and The Civil Service
Lever, Charles
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This, evidently, was not an easy matter, for she courted retirement,
and her maid let it be known that if her mistress found herself in the
slightest degree molested by strangers, or her privacy invaded, she
would order her horses, and set off for somewhere else without
a moment's hesitation. I was obliged, therefore, to respect this
intimation. First of all, I felt that as long as No. 4 remained I was
sustained in my resolve not to close the establishment. I was like a
deposed monarch at whose residence one envoy still remained, and whose
sovereignty, therefore, was yet recognized, and I clung to this last
link that united me to the world of material interest with intense
eagerness.
I ventured to present Mr. Gosslett's respectful compliments in a small
note, and inquire if Mrs. Pultney Dacre would wish to see the Park, in
which case his phaeton and ponies were always at her disposal, as also
his boat if she felt disposed to take an airing on the river; but a few
lines declined these offers,--in very polite terms, it is true, yet in
a fashion that said, “No more of these attentions, Paul,”--at least, it
was thus I read her.
Although my contention with the company still continued, and some new
menace of law was sure to reach me by every second post, and my own
counsel feelingly warned me that I had n't an inch of ground to stand
on, and my costs when “cast” would be something overwhelming, I had
steeled myself so thoroughly to all consequences, had so resolved to
make the most of the present, that I read these minatory documents with
an unmoved heart, and a degree of placid composure that now strikes me
as something heroic.
I was sitting one evening in study, thinking over these things,--not
depressively, not desperately; for, strangely enough, since misfortune
had befallen me, I had acquired a most wonderful stock of equanimity;
but I was canvassing with myself what was to come next, when the fatal
hour struck, as strike it must, that sounded my expulsion from Eden,
when a gentle tap came to my door. I said, “Come in;” and Virginie,
Mrs. Dacre's French maid, entered. She was profuse of apologies for
“deranging” me. She was in despair at the bare thought of interrupting
I do not know what or which of my learned occupations, but her mistress
had had an accident!
“An accident!” I started as I repeated the word.
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