Atonement -- Fiction; Clergy -- England -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
Then he found a scaffolding-pole which had not been used, and tilted at
a tree for practice. The pole was unmanageable from its length. He sawed
it shorter. It was still too unwieldy to use amid the _débris_. He
shortened it until he had a battering-ram some eighteen feet long. But
all these preliminaries had taken unimagined hours, and again Carlton
felt sick with hunger before he thought of food, and unequal to further
effort until he had some. So he turned a breaking but reluctant back
upon the church, and went indoors; remembering everything on the way,
and loathing himself afresh: at his work he was beginning to forget!
Thus far this outcast had subsisted chiefly on eggs; he beat up a couple
now, and tossed the stuff off with a little wine and water. Then he fell
upon a box of biscuits, but threw the dog as many as he munched himself,
striding up and down the while, and for all his fatigue. The room was
the one in which he had studied his own physiognomy. It might have been
any other. He had no eyes for himself to-day, and not many thoughts,
for, in the midst of his contrition for forgetting, he had forgotten
again. His mind had escaped to the chancel; the flesh followed in a few
minutes, having eaten and rested on its legs.
The dog bounded ahead, and presently announced an intruder at the top of
its voice. Carlton quickened his pace, frowning at the thought of
interruption; he was on the spot before curiosity had tempered his
annoyance; and there among the ruins stood Sir Wilton Gleed, not
frowning at all, but forcing a smile behind his cigar.
"How long is this tomfoolery to go on?" said he.
Carlton stood looking at him for some seconds; then he picked up his
pole without replying. "You'd better stand to one side," was all he
said. "Kennel up, Glen!"
"Going to do something desperate?"
"The further you get away from me the safer you'll be."
But he did not look round as he spoke, and Sir Wilton gripped his stick
without occasion. Carlton's blood was boiling none the less. The enemy
had surprised him at his worst. He was, for the first time, attempting
single-handed the work of several men; and he might be going about it in
a very ridiculous way. He could not tell till he tried; and it was one
thing to experiment in private, but quite another thing to court open
discomfiture of the very nature which would most delight the looker-on.
And the man was worn out with hard and unaccustomed labour, dyspeptic
from evil feeding, nervous and irritable from both causes combined. Sir
Wilton Gleed could hardly have chosen a worse moment for renewing the
duel.
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