“But, in good truth, I came to you,” said Peg at the end, “not for any
hope of solving this. That would be frankly impossible. Rather I am here
to get a drink of your courage; for, faith! though I wear as brave a
face as I may, my own betimes runs something low. And now,”--Peg stood
up and gave me her dainty hand, mimicking the manner of a man--“and
now, my big comrade, having had my cry, and got my draught of courage,
I shall go back to the President's Square; and there I shall forget the
whole story of this miserable letter. That is”--she had gone into the
hall and was closing the door now, with only a strip of her sweet face
looking in to me--“forget all except how I cried at your knee and was
very, very happy because you were good and kind and--let me cry.”
When the door was shut, I picked up the note which Peg had left and
placed it in the private locker of my desk. Then I sate me down and
thought revengefully on Peg's wrongs, and the hatefulness of him who
should think her harm. But her dark, deep eyes were forever coming in to
look on me, and at the last I had a memory for nothing but her beauty;
and, elaborating thereon, I considered how beauty was in itself a
benediction implied of Providence, and a sermon; and then I got to
reading Burns; and I confess--however often I had spoken of them as so
much sweetened oatmeal--there arose in me a delight from those verses
as though they were the songs of birds. And throughout the whole, from
Peg's crying at my feet until I'd put Burns away in his place, the drone
of the General, thundering on tariff, and finance, and standing armies,
and sinking funds, was in the air; and all futile, so I thought, and
dreary and workaday and commonplace.
Somehow, for all of Burns and my meditations, after Peg had left me, my
heart felt poor and robbed. Also, I turned less and less patient with
the General, humming at his coming speech like a great bee in a bottle.
At last I went in to him and gave him my tart opinion of his doings, for
all the world like an actor with a part to study, or some girl primping
and preparing for conquest before a glass.
“Have you so forgotten English,” I cried, “that you can not tell your
views to the people without first telling and re-telling them a score of
times to yourself?”
But the General was in a high mood and no more to be dealt with than a
tempest.
“Take your irritation out for a walk, sir,” said he. “Take a walk for
your nerves. Something has combed your fur wrong-wise; and I don't think
it could have been politics. You prodigiously remind me of one in love,
and who has ear-patience for naught save the voice of his mistress.”
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