Penelope : $b or, Love's labour lost. A novel. Volume 1 (of 3)Scargill, William Pitt
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Penelope : $b or, Love's labour lost. A novel. Volume 1 (of 3)
Scargill, William Pitt
England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
After the conversation above recorded, the young lord made the best of
his way through the park towards that gate which led into the village;
carefully at the same time observing that his victim did not escape
him and return by another path to the castle.
He met her not in the park; and when he arrived at the gate he was at a
loss which way to turn. It would have been a miserable exposure of his
conduct had the stranger found her way back to the castle and obtained
an interview with the Earl. Still worse in the mind of Lord Spoonbill
would it have been that the Countess should become acquainted with that
part of his character and conduct which might be communicated to her by
the mysterious stranger; for, with all his irregularity of demeanour,
and amidst conduct which manifested a most serious want of good feeling
and good principle, he felt a regard for his mother, and an anxiety for
her comfort and composure of mind: he disguised himself to his father
from fear, and to his mother from love.
Agitated by distracting thoughts, he stood at the park gate, gazing
alternately in different directions; and by the intensity of his
feelings was at last rivetted in an almost unconscious state of mind
to the spot on which he was standing. Suddenly his pulse beat quicker,
and his heart seemed to swell within him, when at a little distance he
saw the dreaded one approaching him. Had he seen her anywhere else his
first impulse would have been to avoid her; but here his truest and
best policy was to submit to an interview, however painful. Shall he
meet her with kindness?--shall he meet her with reproaches?--shall he
meet her with coldness? These were enquiries rapidly passing through
his mind as she drew nearer and nearer. It was difficult for him to
decide between cruelty and hypocrisy: but the last was most natural to
him, so far as custom is a second nature.
The afflicted one moved slowly with her eyes fixed on the ground, and
she saw not her enemy till so near to him, that on lifting up her face
and recognizing his well-known features, the sudden shock produced a
slight hysteric shriek.
Lord Spoonbill was not so lost to all feeling of humanity as to be
insensible to the anguish of mind which she now suffered, who had
once regarded him as a friend, and had loved him, “not wisely, but
too well.” He held out his hand to her with an unpremeditated look
of kindness and affection; and which, being unpremeditated, bore the
aspect of sincerity. The stranger at first hesitated, and seemed not
disposed to accept the offered hand; but she looked up in his face, and
the blood mounted to her cheeks and the tears stood in her eyes, and
she gave him her hand, and covered her face and wept bitterly.
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