Personal Reminiscences in Book Making, and Some Short StoriesBallantyne, R. M. (Robert Michael)
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Personal Reminiscences in Book Making, and Some Short Stories
Ballantyne, R. M. (Robert Michael)
Authorship; Ballantyne, R. M. (Robert Michael), 1825-1894 -- Anecdotes; Short stories
At the time of Jim's marriage those mission-ships of the Dutch--and, we
may add, of the devil--named _copers_, or floating grog-shops, were
plying their deadly traffic in strong drink full swing among the
trawlers of the North Sea. Through God's blessing the mission-ships of
the Cross have now nearly driven the _copers_ off the sea, but at the
time we write of the Dutchmen had it all their own way, and many a
splendid man, whom toil, cold, hardship, and fierce conflict with the
elements could not subdue, was laid low by the poisonous spirits of the
_coper_. Greely went to the _copers_ at first to buy tobacco, but,
being a hearty, sociable fellow, he had no objection to take an
occasional friendly dram. Gradually, imperceptibly, he became enslaved.
He did not give way at once. He was too much of a man for that. Many
a deadly battle had he with the demon--known only to himself and God--
but as he fought in his own strength, of course he failed; failed again
and again, until he finally gave way to despair.
Poor Nellie was quick to note the change, and tried, with a brave heart
at first but a sinking heart at last, to save him, but without success.
The eight days which used to be spent in the sunny home came at last to
be spent in the Green Dragon public-house; and in course of time Nellie
was taught by bitter experience that if her husband, on his periodical
return from the sea, went straight from the smack to the public-house,
it was little that she would see of him during his spell on shore. Even
curly-headed juvenile Jimmie--his father's pride--ceased to overcome the
counter-attraction of strong drink.
Is it to be wondered at that Nellie lost some of her old
characteristics--that, the wages being spent on drink, she found it hard
to provide the mere necessaries of life for herself and her boy, and
that she finally gave up the struggle to keep either person or house as
neat and orderly as of yore, while a haggard look and lines of care
began to spoil the beauty of her countenance? Or is it a matter for
surprise that her temper began to give way under the strain?
"You are ruining yourself and killing me," said the sorely-tried wife
one evening--the last evening of a spell on shore--as Jim staggered into
the once sunny home to bid his wife good-bye.
It was the first time that Nellie had spoken roughly to him. He made no
answer at first. He was angry. The Green Dragon had begun to
demoralise him, and the reproof which ought to have melted only hardened
him.
"The last of the coals are gone," continued the wife with bitterness in
her tone, "and there's scarcely enough of bread in the house for a good
supper to Jimmie. You should be ashamed of yourself, Jim."
A glare of drunken anger shot fiercely from the fisherman's eyes. No
word did he utter. Turning on his heel, he strode out of the house and
shut the door after him with cannon-shot violence.
"O Jim--stop Jim!" burst from timid Nellie. "I'll never--"
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