Poetical Works of Robert Bridges, Volume 4Bridges, Robert
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Poetical Works of Robert Bridges, Volume 4
Bridges, Robert
English drama; English poetry
_Pal._ Ay, I was wrong. Now must I ask his pardon.
I am not yet fit to die. Yet is’t not written
“_If hand or foot offend thee, cut it off;
If thine eye, pluck it out_”? I have done all this;
Yet lurks there something in the accusing balance
Which my soul sickens at. What if I have lost
My world and soul? This good priest comes in time.
_Enter Manuel disguised as priest._
Father, if thou be come to shrive my soul, 2252
I need thee sorely.
_MANUEL._
I am here for that.
_Pal._ There’s comfort in thy face. I have much to tell.
Thou know’st me, who I am?
_Man._ Ay, son.
_Pal._ I pray
What said the archbishop of me?
_Man._ Pause not now
To ask and weigh man’s judgment, who so soon
Must answer to the Judge of all.
_Pal._ Nay, nay.
If thou bring hither such a thought of me,
What can I tell thee? How shall I begin? 2260
_Man._ If there be any one thing on your mind,
More than another, which now brings you shame,
Begin with that.
_Pal._ Ay: such a thing there is.
_Man._ What is’t?
_Pal._ ’Tis the story of the mischief,
Which makes me need thee; which hath sent me here.
For I was single-hearted, single-eyed,
As thou or any of the saints, who hold
Their place in heaven secure, three days ago,—
But three days: If thou then hadst come to me
I should have said, My sins are all forgiven; 2270
I only beg of thee the heavenly bread
To be my passport to my home prepared.
My earthly sword hath won a heavenly crown.
I have not left undone aught, save where God’s will
Forbade accomplishment, and if I have done
Aught unpermitted ’twas in zeal’s excess.
My errors are the saints’—three days ago ...
And now my boast is gone, my soul is stained.
Hark, while I tell. Satan, who saw me thus
Pure-hearted and elect, an envied prey, 2280
Used all his skill to take me: Ay, he came
And showed me, in the room where I lay sick,
Wounded, and weak and faint, a beauteous woman,
And all love’s world. He said, _Take this_; but I
Was ready awhile, and answered, _Not for me.
I thread the narrow way; I climb at heaven.
If I touch this, I perish._ But he said,
_Not so, ’tis thy due prize. Take it, Palicio_!
’Twas the old tale—“Thou shalt not surely die.”
I took it. God deserted me that hour: 2290
My friends suspected me: all things went ill:
And now ...
_Man._ Stay. First, this woman, who misled you,
Is she your wife?
_Pal._ Nay, ’tis but now three days ...
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