She held in her grasp the most perfect happiness a woman could hope
for, the dream of her whole life; and, because a worthless scoundrel
had deceived her, because there were, in her past, hours which she
remembered only to curse, effaced hours, hours which appeared to her now
never to have existed, was she obliged to ruin her life, to break her
heart, and, herself the victim, to pay for the lie uttered by a coward?
Was it right? Was it just? Was she to be forever bound to that past,
like a corpse to its grave? What! She had no longer the right to love?
no longer the right to live?
She adored Andras; she would have given her life for him. And he also
loved her; she was the first woman who had ever touched his heart. He
had evidently felt himself isolated, with his old chivalrous ideas, in
a world devoted to the worship of low things, tangible successes, and
profitable realities. He was, so to speak, a living anachronism in
the midst of a society which had faith in nothing except victorious
brutalities, and which marched on, crushing, beneath its iron-shod
heels, the hopes and visions of the enthusiastic. He recalled those
evenings after a battle when, in the woods reddened by the setting sun,
his father and Varhely said to him: “Let us remain to the last, and
protect the retreat!” And it seemed to him that, amid the bestialities
of the moment and the vulgarities of the century, he still protected
the retreat of misunderstood virtues and generous enthusiasms; and it
pleased him to be the rear guard of chivalry in defeat.
He shut himself up obstinately in his isolation, like Marsa in her
solitude; and he did not consider himself ridiculously absurd or
foolishly romantic, when he remembered that his countrymen, the
Hungarians, were the only people, perhaps, who, in the abasement of all
Europe before the brutality of triumph and omnipotent pessimism, had
preserved their traditions of idealism, chivalry, and faith in the
old honor; the Hungarian nationality was also the only one which had
conquered its conquerors by its virtues, its persistence in its hopes,
its courage, its contempt of all baseness, its extraordinary heroism,
and had finally imposed its law upon Austria, bearing away the old
empire as on the croup of its horse toward the vast plains of liberty.
The ideal would, therefore, have its moments of victory: an entire
people proved it in history.
“Let this world boast,” said Andras, “of the delights of its villainy,
and grovel in all that is low and base. Life is not worth living unless
the air one breathes is pure and free! Man is not the brother of swine!”
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