Proper pride : $b A novel. Volume 1 (of 3)Croker, B. M. (Bithia Mary)
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Proper pride : $b A novel. Volume 1 (of 3)
Croker, B. M. (Bithia Mary)
English fiction -- Irish authors
“Well, last Saturday evening, about five o’clock, I saw him going out
of his compound on that new black Australian of his; and as I was just
going for a ride myself, I nipped up on ‘Agag,’ and struck out after
him, on the sly naturally; and a nice chase he led me--for nothing too.
He went easy enough till he got well out of sight of the cantonment,
and then, by Jove, didn’t he put the pace on! _Oculus meus!_ how he
took it out of the Waler. He rode slap across country as if he was mad,
clean over every nullah, big or little, that came in his way. I had a
hideous conviction that, if I followed him, especially on ‘Agag,’ I
should come to a violent end, so I stayed in a mango tope, and kept
my ‘cold gray’ on him in the distance. When he had galloped his fill,
and exorcised whatever demon possessed him, he came back after a ring
of seven or eight miles, with the black all in a lather, but looking
as cool as a cucumber himself. I joined him--quite promiscuously of
course--but I fancy that he twigged he had been followed; there was a
look in those keen eyes of his that made me feel deuced uncomfortable.
I’m certain that he has something on his mind. A woman for choice.
Maybe _he_ threw her over, and she went mad, or drowned herself, or
something, don’t you know, and the pangs of remorse are preying on his
soul, eh?” cried Mr. Harvey, having talked himself breathless.
“A lively and cheerful idea truly,” said Captain Campbell, sitting
erect in his chair. “In my opinion it’s far more likely that the girl
of his affections has been faithless. He never talks of a woman, never
gets a letter from one; his correspondents are all of the sterner
sex--_vide_ the letter-rack--and he keeps his own concerns religiously
sealed from every eye, and never talks of himself in connection with
any belongings. He is a mystery, and a most interesting one. Why did
he come out here? Why did he leave his old regiment, where he was so
popular? What makes him so reserved and self-contained? I have watched
him at mess, when all of you were listening open-mouthed to one of
the doctor’s stories. I have seen Fairfax, when he thought no one was
observing him, lean back in his chair, with a sombre weary look, as if
he were sick and tired of life. And that time when Vaughan had fever so
badly, and he nursed him, I sat up with him part of a night. Vaughan
was sleeping, and he remained in the verandah. I fell asleep too,
and when I woke up a couple of hours later there was Fairfax in the
very same attitude as I had left him, still gazing at the stars, and
still apparently thinking profoundly. I watched him for a good while
before I spoke, and there was something indescribable in his face and
attitude that made me feel very sorry for him, and I seemed nearer to
knowing him that night than I had ever done before. Presently I said,
‘A penny for your thoughts, Fairfax,’ and he gave such a start as he
turned round and said, ‘They are not worth it; they are merely about
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