Proper pride : $b A novel. Volume 3 (of 3)Croker, B. M. (Bithia Mary)
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Proper pride : $b A novel. Volume 3 (of 3)
Croker, B. M. (Bithia Mary)
English fiction -- Irish authors
“No,” replied Reginald, with a yawn; “suppose you follow the general
example and go to sleep. I’ll excuse _that_ if you like.”
A very weary, drowsy party ascended the shallow steps of Monkswood, as
the stars were disappearing and giving place to the gray dawn. With
yawns and candles they all dispersed, leaden-footed, to their own
apartments, to seek tired nature’s soft restorer, sleep.
But there was little sleep for Sir Reginald, nor had he any apparent
inclination to woo the fickle goddess, as he paced his long, low-roofed
bedchamber from end to end.
“What did Alice mean, to-night?” he said to himself. “How weak I am
where she is concerned! I was on the point of yielding; only for
Geoffrey it was all over with me. Fancy a Fairfax breaking his word of
honour--his oath! Well, in ten days’ time I may go; in ten days more I
shall have made sufficient sacrifice to the shrine of public opinion,
and in ten days I shall be out of the way of temptation.”
A knock at the door--an angry knock.
Enter to him Geoffrey, robed in a dressing-gown of blinding brilliancy.
“I say, Rex, are you doing sentry go? because, if _not_, will you have
the goodness to remember that my room is under yours?”
Exit, with slam of door.
Reginald accepted the rebuke, and ceasing his promenade seated himself
on the edge of his bed in a very dissatisfied frame of mind. He had
miscalculated his strength on which he piqued himself. His iron will
appeared a very flexible article to him now. He had thought himself
man enough to remain at Monkswood, mixing daily and familiarly with
Alice, unmoved and unruffled, the very embodiment of the typical
iceberg; and now he found he could not bear it, it was too much for his
self-control. How capricious she was! one morning full of solicitude
for his safety, changing ere evening like the veriest weathercock. On
rare occasions amazing him with a glimpse of her former self, as on the
day after Helen’s arrival (attributed by him to the immediate result of
Helen’s influence), and on the evening before the races. After that,
the thermometer of her manners changed from fair to freezing. But this
evening again there had been a thaw. What did it mean? Better sustain
an even temperament throughout as he did. She was ready enough to
reproach him with harshness, to win him into good-humour with herself,
to recur to the past as if there were no barrier between them, and that
barrier wholly erected and sustained by her. Had she forgotten that
he had sworn he would never be reconciled save on one condition? Not
likely; she must remember it as well as he did himself.
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