Children -- Conduct of life -- Juvenile fiction; Children's stories; Conduct of life -- Juvenile fiction
“I’ll never forget that night. I dream it all over again as plain as if
it was real. Snow, cold, darkness, hunger, thirst, pain, and all round
us cries and cursing growing less and less, till at last only the wind
went moaning over that meadow. It was awful! so lonesome, helpless, and
seemingly God-forsaken. Hour after hour we lay there side by side under
one coat, waiting to be saved or die, for the wind grew strong and we
grew weak.”
Saul drew a long breath, and held his hands to the fire as if he felt
again the sharp suffering of that night.
“And the man?” asked Emily, softly, as if reluctant to break the
silence.
“He _was_ a man! In times like that men talk like brothers and show what
they are. Lying there, slowly freezing, Joe Cummings told me about his
wife and babies, his old folks waiting for him, all depending on him,
yet all ready to give him up when he was needed. A plain man, but honest
and true, and loving as a woman; I soon saw that as he went on talking,
half to me and half to himself, for sometimes he wandered a little
toward the end. I’ve read books, heard sermons, and seen good folks, but
nothing ever came so close or did me so much good as seeing this man
die. He had one chance and gave it cheerfully. He longed for those he
loved, and let ’em go with a good-by they couldn’t hear. He suffered all
the pains we most shrink from without a murmur, and kept my heart warm
while his own was growing cold. It’s no use trying to tell that part of
it; but I heard prayers that night that meant something, and I saw how
faith could hold a soul up when everything was gone but God.”
Saul stopped there with a sudden huskiness in his deep voice, and when
he went on it was in the tone of one who speaks of a dear friend.
“Joe grew still by and by, and I thought he was asleep, for I felt his
breath when I tucked him up, and his hand held on to mine. The cold sort
of numbed me, and I dropped off, too weak and stupid to think or feel. I
never should have waked up if it hadn’t been for Joe. When I came to, it
was morning, and I thought I was dead, for all I could see was that
great field of white mounds, like graves, and a splendid sky above. Then
I looked for Joe, remembering; but he had put my coat back over me, and
lay stiff and still under the snow that covered him like a shroud, all
except his face. A bit of my cape had blown over it, and when I took it
off and the sun shone on his dead face, I declare to you it was so full
of heavenly peace I felt as if that common man had been glorified by
God’s light, and rewarded by God’s ‘Well done.’ That’s all.”
No one spoke for a moment, while the women wiped their eyes, and Saul
dropped his as if to hide something softer than tears.
“It was very noble, very touching. And you? how did you get off at
last?” asked Randal, with real admiration and respect in his usually
languid face.
“Crawled off,” answered Saul, relapsing into his former brevity of
speech.
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