Courtship -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Mate selection -- Fiction; Social classes -- England -- Fiction
"Not yet," he exclaimed, in a low, earnest tone. "Hear me first--I
cannot help speaking abruptly--I dare not lose so precious an
opportunity." He approached her as he spoke. She was standing by a
large writing-table near the fire-place, where the last embers were
dying out; she had just laid down her gloves, and, resting one hand upon
the table, looked up with a wondering, startled expression. Her total
unconsciousness of what was coming struck Wilton dumb for a moment; but
he was naturally resolute, and had the advantage of having thoroughly
made up his mind. "Although I have done my best to mask my feelings," he
resumed, speaking rapidly, but with unmistakable emotion, "fearing to
frighten you from the friendly confidence you have hitherto shown me, I
cannot hide or suppress them any longer--I must tell you I love you! I
must ask if there is a chance for me with you? I know it is audacious to
address you thus when I have had so few opportunities of making myself
known to you; but the great difficulty of seeing you, your peculiar
position, the terrible uncertainty--"
"Oh! hush, hush!" interrupted Ella, who had turned very pale, covering
her eyes with one hand and stretching out the other as if to ward off a
danger; "do not speak like that! Have I lost my only friend! I did not
dream of this--at least I only once feared it, I--"
"Feared," interrupted Wilton in his turn. "Why, am I lost? Are you
pledged to some other man that you shrink from me? Speak, Ella! If it is
so, why I must not force myself upon you. Speak to me! look at me!"
And, in his intense anxiety to ascertain the truth, he drew her hand
from her face and held it locked in both of his.
"I pledged to anyone! no indeed"--raising her eyes, by a sort of
determined effort, gravely, earnestly to his--"I never thought of such a
thing!" she returned, trying to draw away her hand.
"Then am I utterly unacceptable to you? You cannot form an idea of the
intense love you have created, or you would not speak so coldly! Ella,
there is no one to care for you as I do--no one to consult--no one to
keep you back from me! If you do not care for me now, tell me how I can
win you! do not turn away from me! I have much to explain--much to tell
you--and I dare not detain you now lest we might be interrupted, but
come to-morrow across the brae! I will be there every afternoon by the
cairn until you can manage to come, if you will only promise. For God's
sake do not refuse to hear me!" He bent over her, longing, yet not
daring, to draw her to him.
"Let my hand go," said Ella, in a low voice, and trembling very much.
Wilton instantly released it. "Go to meet you! no, I must not--I will
not." She stopped, and, pressing her hand against her heart, went on
hurriedly--"I can hear no more; I will go away now! Ah! how sorry I
am!" She moved toward a door opening into the house, but Wilton
intercepted her.
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