Catholics -- Fiction; Chicago (Ill.) -- Fiction; Divorce -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction
For all the wise saws about not talking to women, one may hardly dine
with his fiancée of a day without mention of the marvelous opportunity
which dropped before one that morning as from the skies. Especially if
she is in the same business and heard it drop.
So, little by little, one thing leading to another, he told her
everything he knew or guessed or hoped. He did not once forget
Silverman's injunction to silence, as he babbled on. It stuck in his
mind like a thorn in the foot; and, telling himself he was a fool to
talk, he talked. The precise moment didn't seem to come when he could
frankly say, without offense, "Georgia, that part of it is a secret."
And he didn't see how to temporize widely, for it had become physically
impossible for him to lie to her, though, of course, he retained the
use of his faculties for commerce with others.
So he passed on the ever heavy load of silence, hoping that she could
hold her tongue if he couldn't. It was as much her affair as his
anyway, so he felt, and if by her indiscretion she should cut him out
of Silverman's confidence and future big things, she would in the same
motion cut herself out of a Panno Six and a house in the trees and a
richer circle of friends.
But, inasmuch as she was a case-hardened private secretary, she kept
her faith with him in this thing at least. If he never has a Panno Six
it wasn't her fault.
The most surprising thing to her in his narrative was that it did not
more greatly interest her. It seemed to her a far-off affair,
impersonal, like something she was reading in the papers. Stevens
seemed to stand outside her area of life, which had become narrow and
curiously uneasy, heavy with a future in which he was not concerned.
At first he attributed the listlessness, which she tried to conceal but
could not, to one of the widely advertised feminine moods, and he tried
his best to divert her not merely with pictures of their future,
blissful and automobileful, but also with quips and cranks and wanton
wiles. No go.
So when course VI of the table d'hote--nuts and pecans, three of each
to the order--was ended, he suggested that perhaps she would better go
directly home instead of waiting downtown with him until his train
went. She acquiesced. They walked to the "L" in silence.
Imagine the chagrin of a knight riding off to the bloody wars from a
ladye who didn't care if he never came back. That was how it struck
him. She took his arm to climb the steep iron stairs, and at the top
stopped a moment to get her breath.
"Dear heart," she said, "don't have all those awful thoughts about
me--don't you suppose I know what you're thinking? I've been dull
to-night, but my head is simply splitting. I believe I'm in for the
grip."
He looked at his watch. "I'm sure I can take you home and get back in
time."
"Bather than have you risk it, I'll stay down until your train goes."
"Promise me then to get a doctor and go right to bed."
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